The Mafia Man

46

Orlando

I've been struggling over the past year with everything after Miller had taken it upon himself to kidnap my girl instead of coming straight to me tk get the truth even if he chose not tk believe it like he had to know what kind of scumbag his brother really was and what he was capable of. Pity he never believed me, things could've been a lot different.

I should've done things differently. But, the problem with that was u was mafia and I did things by mafia cod and ethics not how a morning person would extract information out of you.

I thought I was doing the right thing by both of them. I was obviously wrong.

I just wanted to protect what was mine. And I'd keep doing it no matter how much it pissed her off.

I knew she was keeping something back and to herself even Ty had tried to talk to her many times over the past year. He couldn't even get out of her. We all knew dreads had chosen to take his own life to save her and I'd be forever grateful to him for that.

She probably thought I would hate her for choosing herige over hers but I wasn't. I was so proud of her to stick to her guns and prove to me she was my queen in every way, something I never even doubted once.

But these days she has pushed herself further and further away from us. She had become estranged, a stranger in our home. I tried so hard to talk to her to get her to open up she has refused becoming a shelf of the person I had fell in love with.

It had gotten worse when she had taken all of her clothes and belongings out of our room and gone into one of the guest rooms. Did she hate and despise me that much? I was protecting her, protecting both of them and she couldn't even look at me or let me touch her.

Daniel was on the receiving end with Milly. She refused to share a room with him and had gone into one of the other guest rooms. He'd been so patient with her after the ordeal now he was just as frustrated as me.

We had no clue where to go from here. They were pushing us away and it hurt, it hurt so goddamn f*****g much.

I was coming to the end of my tether if things didn't change drastically soon I would be forced to tell them to get the f**k out till they sorted there s**t out and then anc only then they could come back, if they ever would. Ir wax a chance I was willing to take to test our love. I loved her so Goddamn much it was killing me from the inside out. They both were starting back to college little did they know they weren't going to be alone mine and Daniel's cousins went to that college and had agreed to keep a close eye on them they were going to be so pissed off, but I didn't care I needed to know that they were safe at all times.

I felt and looked like s**t. I'd barely slept for twelve months and it was slowly creeping up on me. Daniel and I had a meeting today. Hopefully I could forget about the s**t that was going on around me and get this deal over and done with.

We were still trying to find out where Dread's body was, it had maracuracly disappeared from the Millers mansion we'd sweeper of he hadn't been burnt to ashes so where the f**k were they hiding his f*****g body? We needed to lay him to rest before the drug lords began was on the entire English mafia.

I walked out of my room which I used to share with Kacey. It felt so lonely in here without her to cuddle up to and make love to her till daybreak everything has changed so drastically over the last year and a half while ever thought it would come to this. No me for sure.

I looked at Daniel and I was right.

Daniel looked at me and I held a grin expression upon my face. His seemed strained. I could see this s**t was getting to him as well.

“You look like s**t bro.” I commented.

“Thanks, love you too, by the way you look like s**t to.”

“Shall we get going and get this over and done with?”

“Yeah I’m in no mood for this today.”

“Nor me, I just need time to forget what’s going on around here.”

“Are we still going to Italy next month?”

“We are. It will give me time to think about things.”

“Do you really think she’s still your queen?”

I sighed. I really had no idea right now she was my everything and she was slipping away right in front of my eyes.