The alpha rejection

Zac' POV   This may very well be the worst day of my life. I had always been looking forward to meet my mate, the one person who could make me roll over and beg. The one person I could ever love more than anything and anyone else mom told me the story of when her and dad met it was love at first sight or rather should I say smell because they fell in love with they intoxicating ( her words not mine)scent . they scouted each other and everything just seemed to pop into place for them. Mind you it was whenever she was explaining any of it because she always drifts into a memory lane.   She will always tell me you'll be an i***t if you didn't recognise your mate whenever you see them. They are supposed to have this smell that draws you in like no other, it puts you in a daze and your wolf tries to take control and scout out what the source is whenever makes touch they can literally feel Sparks flying in when you are around them you always have an urge to protect them and never leave their side. Mum all  also explain the mating process in details and she have also told me that because we are from an alpha bloodline our urge is more stronger then other werewolves. Step 1. initiation: the touch this activates the mating process in you start to feel an urge that you can't control and you can't stop thinking about your mate and you can slightly feel the pain of your mates whenever he or she is in trouble all in pain. Step 2. The kiss intensifies your emotion and it starts to build within you those intense feelings and makes you reach your breaking point till you can't take it anymore and then you let it out. Step 3. Now after the emotions comes out so does your wolf I don't mean like literally but you're still under control and your wolf is also under control like the two of you merge in one and then you claim your mate by marking them on the neck. Thereafter the claiming you get a mask on your right side of your hip with your mates name in Ancient werewolf language. you also starts to feel each other's feeling more strongly now.  step 4. the last indefinitely not the list is the mating (well if you've read about werewolves or story about them you would know that most werewolf especially alpha werewolves they tend to mate with their soulmate the moment they set their eyes an he or she cause of the mating pull,it pulls them to each other I'm pretty sure you should know about the mating the last step but if you don't I can always tell you about it.)During this pleasurable i*********e the mates transfers their scent to one another making any other mated or unmated werewolves aware that he/she has been taken.  It was also very rare for a a werewolf to be mated with a human and that was where my life was practically and literally ruined when I met my mates a human she was beautiful god she was beautiful hot Flashes in the right places but mating with a human is one of the most dangerous things to do cuz most humans don't finish the mating process and they die so I wouldn't want to be the cause of her death so I rejected her plain and simple but who am I kidding it wasn't simple at all   Bella she was beautiful 1 billion percent of what I was expecting from my mate she has it all everything I ever wanted in a mate Bella had it all but I felt so sad because she wouldn't be able to survive in my world so that was why I had to protect her in school I bullied her a lot even when I saw that she was weak and sad and it also made me the same I had no choice, when ever she touches me I feel tingly all over I feel butterflies in my tummy cheesy I know but that's how Bella made me feel. Whenever the sluts and w****s push her into the locker or my fellow football team friends dumps her in the garbage bin I felt her pain but don't I know it's wrong but I also knew I was doing the right thing for her or so I thought Eventually the one I started to question what I've been doing because she seemed so depressed and she doesn't put more effort in her studies anymore she just gave up on life and I couldn't do anything. I was pissed off at Faith for being so wicked to give me a human,a f****** ugly human who is weak and fat for a mate because she didn't take care of herself anymore               ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bella's POV I couldn't understand it but I was strangely attracted to Zach it's his sapphire blue eyes I could get lost in them for 1000 years his sandy blonde hair that I just want pass my hands through it his pink lips that are so so tender and all I want to do is to kiss it for eternity he's a Greek god sent down from Olympus to Grace us with his charms unlike me I'm so fat and ugly that I refuse to look myself in the mirror I was a shadow of my past self well that was what everybody told me cuz that then I was beautiful I had flourish and the right places my strawberry blonde hair that is so silky and soft is now a mess and all those flash in the right places will be multiplied I could even be related to a cow well that's what all the s**** in school Calls me, a cow and a pig disgusting I had been bullied and bullied in school even by Zac whom had a huge crush on he who was the leader of the football team in school maybe that's why he so fit and his friends god....! I hate them. He was the captain and the quarter back of the football team (how amazing is that) at our high school, he and the rest of his teammates and jocks were always set on making my life a living hell.the sluts and w****s of the cheerleading team also join in on the "fun" after a little bit and now it has become a part of their daily routine. Whenever the cheerleaders would see me in the hallways they would shove me into the lockers...really hard....I'm surprised they know how to shove that forcefully.it must be because they do it everyday.......and just to me. The jocks and zac had from the minute I get to school until the bell signalling the beginning of the school day was over. They would do nasty stuff like write 'fat b***h' on my locker or slam me into those huge disgusting blue trash at the back of the school.they were always coming up with crude things to say and do to me. I had once been an exceedingly exceptional student getting between a 95-100%.in every subject until I started coming home smelling like a homeless person or with a black eye. By the time I had my self cleaned up would have no time for any school work and so I would just eat dinner and then pass out on the bed the second my head hits the pillow.   I lived alone. I don't remember why I do but six years ago I left my family to accomplish something. I haven't seen or spoken to them since. I would see them soon. My six years were almost up. I would be able return and finally get away from this hell hole. But sadly, until then I'm still stuck here in this torturous place. I had long ago given up on what everyone else thought about me,I was always too sleep and deprived to do my homework, let alone to put on makeup or even go shopping for much more than just the essential groceries. This morning I had rolled out of bed brushed my hair quickly and blindly picked out a few articles of clothes to put on a pair of green and orange pants that where in a pattern and a sweatshirt I had gotten from a local store I think it was safe to say I looked like a mess I had managed to avoid Zac and his gang(he's not really in a gang), I made sure to eat lunch in mister Jordan's English detention for cursing out at a failed test I have received after the bell for the last. Was done I was feeling a little bit better then I had been in a long time maybe I could actually go home without someone harassing me for one day seriously is that too much to ask obviously I spoke too soon because as soon as I opened my locker to get my bag a terrible smell hit my nose and soon after I was covered in a disgusting warm in brownish substance I heard laughter all around me and I looked up to see everyone of my Harris is staring at me in disgust and laughing you're freaking god damn head off it was so annoying some of the guys were laughing so so hard I literally couldn't take it anymore but what am I to do then I saw Zac from the corner of my eyes I turned my head so I could see him better and when I did I thought I really did thought I saw pity and regret and sadness in his eyes but maybe it was just my imagination or it was the substance that disgusting smelling substance that was all over me that was deceiving me because the moment I saw it as fast as it came and as soon as it came it was gone and it was replaced with mockery.         "What was that for."I yelled at them in anger. "We where trying to be considerate." one of the cheerleaders head who I might say is a freaking cheer b**** said she was wearing a see-through shirt and that was gross. it grossed me out immediately. I sure as hell didn't need to see her barely there in her leopard printed invisible bra god the things she were sometimes I looked at her confused until one of the outfielder on the football team cleared it up for me pretty nicely notice the sarcasm in my voice and truly made me realise what exactly I was covered in.