Where do butterflies go, lady bug follows

when i was little i always wondered where do people go when they disappear. i grew up, and still i wonder. where do they go?? when they disappear. She was running, running so fast those sudden pains in her chest would not let her breath so she collapsed slowly suffocating. Ambulance were called, they must have been somewhere close by, because not even ten minutes later she came back fighting. "Mam come down.....mam we are here to, grab her hands, mam you have to listen to my voice Please!! we are here to help." As she rips the oxygen mask off her face, "Someone took my baby!! Someone took my baby girl!! Someone took my daughter!!....... ........She wanted to be a butterfly that day her mother remembers, her two older sisters didnt want to play those childish silly games so Alisya was outside helping her mother in the small garden. I went inside just for a minute told her to stay by the window, she said okay mommy....... .... the bark of neighbors dog stopped my heart i knew right then something horrible just happend I remember running, i remember there was a 1-800 missing sticker on the back of that persons car, i thought if i open my mouth & yell for help it would slow me down so i ran in silence as fast as i could & i guess i collapsed. I started drinking more and more my husband took my two daughters and left me, its okay because i left them when my baby girl got taken. My daughter's.......I know they are safe, healthy and they know i exist. I dont want them to know im homeless that i beg people for money, i drink and i cant stop, i refuse to i wont. I see my baby almost every day, sometimes we even talk. You know what she says to me when i tell her how sorry i am for not keeping her safe. She says nothing, she just smiles,.. she wants me to play with her she wants me to be a ladybug....... I closed my eyes, " i think its gonna rain today." "She said no, just for you my dear." I gave her ten dollars, thank you and go see your daughter. I watched her walk away and soon as she was gone soon as she disappeared i started crying. It is something else, hearing something like this, from the mother her self. It just shreds you inside it made me very pissed off so i stopped, toget a hold of my emotions, i stopped to be in control again. Im done." written by: Saley Olga Viktorovna