My Other Side Of Love

I couldn't think of what to say as I lay on my cool comfy bed trying to figure out what I just happen, it felt like there was a big hole in my heart and it cannot be closed easily. As I lay there tears flowed down from my eyes, my eyes were already swollen and looked like it was gonna burst, I knew I wanted more to him then leaving him, now I think I understand what friends told me is love. I cried till this beautiful person called sleep came to my aboard. My name is CLAIRE, I'm 35 and maybe hv officially given up on Love, cos it's done nothing but kept hurting me, I feel like it's not for me, or maybe I really haven't seen my match. .................................................................................................................................. The beautiful morning sun forced itself through the lines of the window in my room and shun brightly, "it's a new day I guess" (I said to myself), and my yesterday it's a story of it's own. I stretched myself and dragged myself to the bathroom to get ready for the day's activities, entering the bathroom I saw the clothes, and pills I wanted to take to end it all. Just then memories of everything came flashing back and I could see it clearly just like watching a movie, I dragged myself to the bath tub and allowed the memories flow just as hot tears came down my cheeks . "......Claire sweetie,. Maya said " this guy......." continue from the next chapter ☺️?