my depressed Love

Hey everyone this is my first story so I hope you guys like it and also please excuse if their is any grammatical mistakes thank you ? I woke up hearing my alarm clock it's 5 in the morning I looked myself at the mirror and damn I look like s**t my eyes are puffy and red I went straight to the bathroom I did my business and I started getting ready for school oh and I am sorry My name is selah I am 17 years old I am an Indian girl living in San Francisco I moved here for my studies so right now I am getting myself ready for my school I wore a v neck black full sleeve top and a black jeans i left my hair open I didn't bother to apply any make-up cause I am just going to school and I am lazy to do after getting myself ready for school I headed to the kitchen grabbed my water bottle and an apple my school is not so far from my home so i started walking to school I hate while people look at me it makes me feel insecure and nervous I know maybe it's just me but I can't Stop myself from thinking like that sometimes we can't really help I we feel and how we think as I reached school not many people arrived because it's too early i headed to my classroom i took my seat and started drawing. drawing it always helps me to calm my mind and not think about everything too much as I was drawing I heard someone's foot steps when I looked at the direction of the foot steps I saw a boy he's eyes were forest green and damn he was so tall and I kinda need to agree he look so handsome oops I need to stop checking him and wait a moment why is he walking towards me I started to feel awkward so I started to draw again I felt his presence beside me .