Oliver
It’s been 38 hours, 12 minutes and 35 seconds since I have seen my mate, and the toll it's taken on me has been harder than I expected.
Ace keeps reminding me often how long we have been away from her, and it just f*****g kills me inside each time he does.
I had no choice but to leave. As Liverpool’s Alpha, I had to get back to my pack. And as much as I want to blame her, I did give her the choice of whether to stay or come with me. It has always been her choice, and she chose to stay.
I am sick of feeling like I am not enough for her. Maybe it is the insecurities from her ex being around all the time and how friendly they still are. Or maybe it is just because we still barely know each other. I at least hoped that the time we spent together was enough for her.
The kitchen
