Ashleigh
Seeing Ollie break down like that only breaks my heart more. He’s always been the stronger one of the two of us, emotionally and physically. He was a complete mess when he arrived two days ago, making me worry for him even more.
Zander doesn’t like the fact that I worry about him so much because ‘He’s a grown-ass man who can look after himself,’ but he’s my cousin and the closest thing I have to family right now. I’m probably the closest thing he has to one since everything at home has gone to s**t.
So, to see him like this the last few days … I knew he was holding something back, but I was not expecting it to be such a huge thing — a few huge things.
No wonder he has been feeling how he is. I know the guys drank themselves stupid last night. Zander always gets a little too
