MET MY SOULMATE

"HE HAS MADE EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL IN ITS TIME." Ecc. 3:11 Written by: Mark Walty Blackwell Dear Zane, How are you Zane? I texted you and calling you like a thousand times but you didn't even respond. I miss you Zane, I hope you're okay. By the way, I'm engaged and malapit naring kaming ikasal ni Jerome sa america. love, Ruth That's the last letter she gave me 5 years ago. That's the reason why I don't answer her calls, It's really hurt that she has someone else. My life is really bored ng mawala siya. She really change a lot and I think I change too. Now, I'm moving on. I'm still single and still fixing my broken heart. My routine has change. Playing a guitar is my hobbie. I feel relief kapag kumakanta ako ng mga worship song Date: March 15, 2020 I woke up in the morning and I took my guitar, I went to the garden and sat in the chair, take a fresh air, breathing in a place, where it is my comfort zone, while drinking coffee and playing guitar. *Playing guitar* *Singing* ?? THE REASON Intro: Am7 G C F Verse 1 Am7 G F C There's a reason I can sing Am7 G F C There's a reason for this life inside me Am7 G F C O Name above all names Am7 G F Jesus, Yes it's Jesus *Later* Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you... Napatingin ako sa likod when I heard the song. I remember TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY and I'm turning 25yrs. old. At tiningnan ko kung sino yung kumantang and it was Jenny, my friend. "Jenny long time no see!" "Tagal nating de nagkita huh" She said enthusiastically. "How is it!" I said to her. "Ito OK naman, umuwi ako kase IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY! So Zane let's celebrate." "Jenny THANK YOU HUH!" I said with enthusiasm. That day could be the best day of my life, we celebrated my birthday, and I'm so happy that we celebrated my birthday with my friends and Jenny. Date: March 17, 2020 Umalis ako kasama ni Jenny at kumain sa isang luxury restaurant. Nag-uusap kami and nagkamustahan. She's really funny. It's been a long time since we haven't talk. Tinitingnan ko siya habang nagsasalita at di ko alam natutulala na pala ako sakanya habang nagsasalita siya. I stared at her eyes, I love her brown eyes and her red lips. I look back and look around because I can't stop staring at her. Time check, it's 9:09 pm. I'm on my bed and can't sleep thinking of her. I think I fall in love with her. I don't know what is happening to me, I fall in love with my friend. kina-umagahan I admitted my feelings toward her and I want to do courtship with Jenny. "Jenny, I just want to tell you!" "What is it?" She said "I love you Jenny! I know you rejected me, but I think I'm in love with you!" She was shock because of what I've said, she can't move, and her eyes filled with tears. "Zane, I thought you love Ruth" "Jen, It's been a while, naka move on narin ako" I said. "Jenny, can I court you!" "Plss Zane! Give me more time" "It's okay. I wouldn't expect na magkakaroon ako ng feelings para sa 'yo" I said while I'm squeezing her hand, but she doesn't look at me, we haven't eye contact simula ng sinabi ko sakanya ang lahat ng nadarama ko. As days passed, wala na kaming conversation. I think ruined everything, our friendship, her plans to do in her with me. I lost my friend. And now, I don't know. We're in the same church, we act na parang wala lang nangyari. Until natapos nadin ang preaching ng aming Pastor. We don't have eye contact, we don't talk, or even sit beside her. Uwian na ang lahat at papauwi na rin ako. I heard a voice saying "Go back, talk to her", but I ignore it, and I was about to leave. "Wait Zane!" and it was Jenny who called me. "I'm so sorry Zane. I was shock kasi ng umamin ka sa akin." When she talk to me, I cry in front of her, hindi ko nakayanan 'yung emotion ko. "I'm sorry Zane" "I love you as a friend, but now I really know how to love you. I love you too Zane!" "Really?" And I wiped my tears. "I love you! And my answer about what you've ask to me" "Can I court you?" Pagtatanong ko ng deretso and she said, It's a "yes" Some people will leave you and hurt, but all things work together for good, there's a purpose in every pain we felt. Sometimes God allows us to hurt are feeling, so we learn to guide our emotion. Ang tao kasi, puro emosyon na lang ang ginagamit, kapag pumasok sila sa isang relasyon. Guard your heart bro., and guard you heart din mga sis. Why we hurt? We get hurt because we are chasing the wrong person, and sometimes we don't follow what God's will. God's plan is better than your plan. Sometimes we have unexpected things to come in our life, yung hindi natin hinihintay pero kusa ng dumadating sa buhay natin. And nangyayari because it is God's will. Kung ano yung hindi natin ini-expect 'yon pa yung kadalasang nangyayari sa atin. Para naman sa aking pagwawakas "God has so many plan for you." Thanks for reading! Hope you like it!