Everything that once was
As I sat cozily on my late grandfather's weathered wooden chair, something magical seemed to stir in the air as the soft breeze that caressed my face carried whispers of nostalgia and comfort. That, paired with the warm rays of the long-awaited sun bathed the town in a golden glow. It was a moment that beckoned me to relish the familiar sights and sounds that I haven't seen and heard during my three-year absence as I was studying in the bustling city.
For days, this quaint town had endured relentless rain and gloom, and now, at 2 PM, the sun's triumphant return felt like a breath of life injected into every corner. As I gazed out of the window, viewing the mountains and trees that seem to had more life and color after the rain, memories came rushing back — We used to fill this town's main street when we play all sorts of games, we used to grow up here and cities mostly 6 - 12 hours away are what we used to know as 'vacation places' which we are only able to visit during our 2-month summer vacations. Everything has changed since then...
It somehow feels like this town had slowly lost its youth to the allure of urban life: The once vibrant kids who roamed these streets had become city dwellers, building their lives in a metropolis that promised endless possibilities for growth. The only sign that they were once here are their parents who chose to stay in this town rather than following them in the city.
I, too, had embraced the city life pretty quickly, believing that my destiny lay in the towering buildings, and its fast-paced world. I never even thought I'd feel this distant to the town I once considered as my home. I never expected that I would one day find myself swept away by the bright lights of the city because for eighteen years, this town had cradled me in its gentle embrace, weaving memories into the very fabric of my being, and molding me with its traditions and culture. I reveled in the simple joys of being close to my family, watching the passage of time etch lines of wisdom on familiar faces, and witnessing the transformation of childhood companions into remarkable adults. Yet after just three years of residing in the city, the allure of its fast-paced rhythm and the promises of growth had enticed me, and I embarked on an adventure that seemed tailor-made for my ambitions and dreams.
Well, in defense of myself, change, they say, is the only thing constant, and how true it rings in my heart. The city had embraced me with open arms, offering a world of possibilities and opportunities. It holds the key to my dreams, ambitions, and aspirations - it is where my life is.
On the other hand, while many of us had been drawn to the dazzling lights of the city, our families who chose to stay behind were carving their own path in the familiar embrace of home. Take my aunt, for example, a determined soul who pursued education in a nearby university and returned to our town after graduation. Her tenacity landed her an office job, which I still don't have any specific information about. While I wasn't privy to all the details, I knew she plays a role in managing and auditing the budgets of public schools. Each morning, like clockwork, she ventured out to her mission at 8 AM, ready to conquer the day's challenges. Meanwhile, my other aunt's son, a bundle of energy, brought life to every corner of our home. With his final year of elementary school in sight, he embraced each day with enthusiasm, running out of the house early to join his band of friends for an early morning play before they all head to school.
I decided its about time to stop whatever kind of thoughts these are and should rather do something to seize this sunny day instead of rotting at home. I'll be here for a few days anyway so I better make these days productive. I ventured into the kitchen, seeking solace in a hot cup of coffee and as I pass, I saw a haphazardly abandoned plate of scrambled eggs. My aunt's rushed morning routine was evident, but I didn't mind because she's always in a rush since she started working - especially because just like me, she's not an early bird. Anyway, I was too eager to turn these simple ingredients into a delightful creation — the "lazy egg sandwich" as I affectionately called it. Layering the scrambled eggs between three slices of soft, freshly baked loaf, I fashioned a simple yet satisfying breakfast that warmed both my body and soul. It was strange, though; even with the comforting taste of home in my mouth, my appetite seemed to waver each time I returned to my roots.
But no time for introspection now. This day was meant for adventure, and I had a mission to seize it. With my coffee in hand and the lazy egg sandwich devoured, I felt a newfound energy bubbling within me. The sun outside beckoned, and my heart drummed with excitement as I prepared to explore (despite me knowing all its twists and turns; well, probably to see what changed) the town that held so many memories.
One good thing about coming back to your home town is you get to be with friends that you'll never be able to meet in the city due to differing schedules and off course, the fact that we met what we call our college friends or besties that we met in the university where we study at. But this town, just like a glue binds us together again hence, phone notifications are most likely always from friends inviting you to go out and head somewhere where we can talk about life. Today, our destination would be at a small store owned by a friend - yet it was spacious enough for us. Hence, I decided to step out into the embrace of a golden day and cherish the familiar.