naughty gray pls f**k me

I just at 2 years to live all I ever wanted was to find love but Faith wasn't on my side ever since I was young I have been suffering from an incurable sickness one we should only drugs could keep my life span growing I have always been grateful for God for giving me wonderful family and the best friend in the world but things had changed now I had two more years to live and I needed to experience romance dating relationship I need to find someone who I could love and would not love me back so many people had we're going to be broken when I die and I didn't want to add more to it that was why I needed to find someone who I could love and would not love me back but who could that be where do I find such a person ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ feeling extremely lazy I will sleeping since yesterday night till 12:00 in the afternoon don't blame me I work later hours and today was also going to be the same because I was going to be on duty by 12:30 I quickly got update my game it since just looking through my wardrobe my dress is really outdated don't blame me I didn't want to have a boyfriend day of course I didn't want someone's heart to be broken once I die but now I was having a change of hearts I needed to leave my life to the fullest and I was going to do it the weather was not so friendly there's no hard covered my window making it hard to see when I was going to sort it out when I get back I quickly brought out a faded body call Jeans with a black T-shirt then I want my pink sweater let it down my dusty brown hair my mom said it's matches my dream brown eyes trust me I had no makeup just only a lipstick and five different set of perfume my mom always says no matter what a girl had to smell nice I had no time to eat just get something at the restaurant where I work something felt really off today like something was going to happen today I could feel it at the pit of my stomach I quickly shake the feeling off the bill ain't going to pay itself by the way I'm Rose in case I hadn't mention