Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Five: Avoiding it until you cannot do it any longer! I lied just to buy myself more time to cook up a really good excuse that would be convincing enough to justify why I had kept this huge secret from her for all this time. "Please..." was the most that I could get out of my lips while staring into Corbin's eyes. I could actually see the heartbreak in his eyes, he was genuinely hurt by all that I had done to him... Obviously he had to be, and I was well aware of that fact. Big problem was, until this very moment, it had not haunted me and made me feel like the piece of s**t I was feeling like right now. Yeah...I was way too young to deal with this! Definitely, I was still too young to even come at Alpha Martin, but I had still done it! If I was able to d