Chapter Fourteen: Here comes discipline
"Do you have any idea how much shame you are bringing onto us? Everyone is going to think we were unable to raise you better than this!"
Hearing my mom yelling with all her might was actually making my head spin and my body fidget.
I hated this about my parents, regardless of how sweet or even out of my business they could be, there was always that part of them that treated me like I was born a golden egg out of dull, white ones. For some reason they wanted to mould me into something of perfection, an art they wanted zero input from. They had their days of being cool but since I turned eighteen there has not been a moment of rest.
"If it were up to me, I would send you out into Red Lake Forest and let the rogues take you. You are being such a disgrace right now!" My mother added more insult to injury, as if what she said before was not enough and surpassing the line of what was okay to say to your child.
She had used this threat multiple times even when I was still too young to understand the actual danger of the Forest. Red Lake was an area every wolf that still valued their life steered clear of. The most unruly rogues inhabited the place and whoever wandered into the long trees and deep waters never walked out with a story to tell, they just added more blood to the rumoured red lake where all the victims were incapacitated and dumped. I for one, knew my parents were incapable of even taking me there, taking the time to drive miles just to dump me in the uncivilized forest and actually going through with it sans second thoughts?
Sure, sometimes I believed they hated me but they could not abhor me to such a degree, could they?
"Well, thank heavens it is not up to you, dear mommy!" I spat out as I folded my arms over my chest and shook my head at how offended she looked.
"Oh! Keep up with your attitude Kacey! You must be under a false impression of who Alpha Martin really is. Do not be fooled by the man he pretends to be today. He is going to make you wish you never stole that car in the first place." My mother laughed and I rolled my eyes and pretended I seriously could not give two shits about what she was telling me.
In reality, I was afraid of what Martin would think of me and my stupid actions. I wanted so badly to not let all the claims I had been hearing about him to get to me, but it was easier thought than done.
My parents always made me assume the worst, he was feared by them because apparently they had seen him do things no child would have wanted to hear of to get to where he was.
Not only did I have to be concerned about what he was possibly thinking of me, I had to consider the fact that he might actually throw a severe punishment my way because no one else but him had the right to put a wolf in his pack in place, that was how he desired it. No authority spoke higher than his. My parents had less of power over me if we were comparing them with him.
"Mom, you have really said a lot, I just want to know what he is going to do to me, that's all." I suddenly yelled out, more dramatically than I probably should have before storming up to my bedroom and locking myself in before they even dared to attempt interrupting me.
Who did my mom think she was to predict Martin's decisions when she was not in his head, not even his right hand.
Coming from my dad, I would have at least understood where he was coming from but as it was typical of him, he kept his beared encased lips shut and let my mom do all the talking. It was as though he lost his ability to stand up for himself whenever his wife was involved.
They knew nothing about Martin. Not as much as they thought they did. He was a man like any other and men could never resist some leg and chest to feed their already lurking eyes.
A good outfit to get his heart pumping was all he needed to realise that only one punishment was suitable for me, the one he can deliver as I spread my legs wide for him.
I decided that my figure-hugging, spaghetti strap, lace up side black dress would do the trick. A girl could always depend on her little, black dress and as long as I knew to use it to my advantage, I would be a free woman ready to prove my mother wrong.
I mean, he seemed to have enjoyed my presence last night, as much as he kicked me out, he must have some soft spot for me, right?
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I knocked on Martin's office door with my heart thumping faster than a race car. My hands were trembling as I responded to his order to walk in and twisted the door knob.
His demeanor was already unreadable, as I had already foreseen. He did not even look at me, his fingers tapped on his desk as he kept his rotating desk chair moving to and fro slightly.
"Close the door behind you." He commanded when I began approaching him. With that, I had to take a few steps back and follow his order, closing us both in the room.
I could feel my dress al ready riding up with each step I took and with the zero allowance for kickers that a dress of its kind had, I had to choose between letting it go all the way up to my waist and flash everything to him or pull it down. I chose to do the latter and take a sest in front of him.
His eyes narrowed as he watched me bite my lips from my nerves.
"What am I going to do with you?" He shook his head and his eyes examined my face.
Uhmmm...maybe just have s*x with me right here on this desk and take it you have taught me a lesson that will stick?
"I-I don't know, Alpha. Please be lenient on me!" I pleaded and his expressionless face wore a bit of confusion.
"That was a rhetorical question, Ms Sullivan." He pulled his chair further into the desk, bringing himself closer so his elbows rested on the desk and his chin was supported by his palms.
"I assume you are all sobered up now and can better explain the reason behind your rotten behavior last night?"
Uh-oh..why did he have to bring that up?!