lovers end

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I can finally relax and breathe

For my heart is finally free

It's letting go of love once known

To friendship I was showing

One not seen in months of old

Was the one strength of last to own

Let down the ones of years to see

That couldn't even care for the life of me

The trade and shown for all pleasure

The death was the biggest treasure

Can you use just a big joke

Then ask for a cigarette to smoke

Shined by all around town

Make fun of for a joke with frown

Can you use just a crazy girl

What made a choice of life not cruel

A friend I hadn't seen in months

Actually regained breath to jerk

Like an electrocartigram lain flat

Communication of Life giving back

Talked about behind your walls

Didn't act like it never happened at all

I'm crazy but they signed to me

To pretend it's not as it seems

I was all they hated

Taken all her memories from her outweighed it

Use them to see what hurts

Using tricks to fool her in mind

To see images of clues in the sky

I was wondering who was doing what

And doubt her beliefs of God

She doubted herself and trust and worth

But it was fun to take encourage

Slam her face because fear of outside

Having her face is recognition to hide

I wasn't enough to lay hands

Because you hadn't grown to be a man

To pretend it wasn't having a bad end

To hell her soul you did send

Sign language of all the same

For what reason I can't say

But to break her soul to bleed

Just beyond remorseful you see