lovers end

14

All my life I've been hated

Blood couldn't even tolerate me

Am I really that bad of human

Thrown away like a greasy hand

My life is meant to be disgusted

For everyone I touch I destroy they protested

Leaving for hell to take

Let her burn Infinity to make

Let her cry till she's dead

Then move on to the next

Set it all in motion to be a puppet

Wasn't you not the culprit

Manipulated by things you do

If I'm crazy you must be too

Abusing the passion that she gives

Turning what little strength to weakness

No thinking of another's pain

No thoughts of what's been taken away

No consider a depths of graves

That lays waiting till she no longer can take

She lays dead on the ground

Your blood only dripping is the sound

From the crown lays the bullet

But no one knows who pulled it

Who's to say if she suffers in quiet

Still you're excited to try it

Months of passing her around

No end in sight to be found

You called to no one to see how she did

But it wasn't you on the other end

Going by different contact names

But you're still the one that did create

Driven by something for you to know

Nothing more left ever sold to grow

Last inch of life she clung to

Taken by ones abuse she wouldn't do

Delivered to her heart proves breaking

No concern of trauma ever slacking

Didn't care anything of her past

Just wanted to control her acts

You thought you knew it all

All her pain beating rapes and calls

To empty eyes heart and walls

To one thinking they own the Stars

Now you see what you made

Took an angel to see her grave

It was silent that it was

Your forever be haunted by hating up

She loves and believes in Jesus

For that she gets called crazy

Who are you to say what she sees

Shouldn't it be left up to therapy

Follow your heart to follow him

All upon Earth we sometimes sin

So hold yourself accountable

When Earth is no longer standable

To leave her guessing at what to do

Might leave it for you and unbearable too

Not knowing how to make it stop

Sending her body to an endless drop

She no longer wanted to hurt

Only to see again she got burnt

One person can only bear so much

Till she's laying life with some cold to touch

She should have gotten help they say

But it's over and done by the next day

No tears will ever be cried

For the one no one cared if died