lovers end

18

I know you see me as a disgrace

It's written all over your face

I would never want to be your burden

For I know you are already hurting

I see the struggles day to day

And I don't ever want to be in the way

I want to leave and go home

Find someone that feels alone

Walk a lonely road of faith

Before my love really turns to hate

I know what you want for me

Took it all away left my soul to bleed

You spoke of all things that I was bad

It was just me, meeting me you regret

You think I'm crazy and I need help

But I need to leave to save what's left

I've asked to take me to where I need

You act like it's bothering you I want to leave

You try to confuse my mind

Then laugh at looks of my kind

I'm sorry I fell so in love

But first time I was really touched

By a love that holds beliefs and pride

To love self and God inside

To stand firm in what you believe

Expecting of boundaries of abuse to see

No one is greater than God above

It's pure and faithful kind of love

Pass can be left where it is

Fill it in my soul my heart to give

No one speaks louder than when you love

God's greatest gift is sent from above

He speaks to each of her hearts

And sends messages to us from the start

No one should be forced to allow abuse

Being left alone for self to choose

I don't try to control any life

The ones that believe will always do right

I knew something was wrong from the start

Things just didn't fit within my heart

Being blackmailed to settle the score

But who got left feeling sore

The proof is what you see now

Past is history future now grows

To believe in the unseen of knowing

God's pure love of faith and Glory

I will no longer choose to go back

From fists to abuse in the past

I feel the score has been settled

For God spoke and allow it bottled

Still doesn't change the English I feel

Of being felt myself you wanted to kill

Will always believe in things unseen

The broken is great a desire to believe

Send messages to your soul

And aching for something different to hold

Once in line is crossed there's no turning

The broken Hill in heart start burning

Someday maybe we all will believe

And the angels walking with you and me

Take time for the ones you treasure

It may heal her souls be on measure