lovers end

41

I sit here in my driver's seat

I know more daily how it feels to be beat

Be down by words fist and hate

Still I stay true to self and up to fate

All or dead to me like I am to them

But all you want to do is see their grave again

They wanted to seem you're crazy

But I'm not the one in a stupid days

Your words mean nothing to me

You're the one that broke me to see

Who was I and what I would do

So now see what it's like to hate you

I mind my own business of mine

I do what I can because it takes time

But there's never anyone by her side

That didn't want to use and lie

There want to laugh and joke

Because to them I'm just a ghost

One lie and one truth to check

How well she listens to the text

Cable and phone f*******: and all

It's their way of seeing big and tall

Change the screen and forget

But the whole town won't allow that

There are no coincidences in life

It's all for freezing not to boast store

To speak on family she doesn't have

It's beyond me how your soul is black

Don't take it personal or take as is

Cuz you get pleasure from f****** with it

Doesn't work just makes a fool of hate of you

I love you more than anything

But you didn't care just wanted pain to bring

You don't want even my friendship

Rather have a one friendship life

Sit and make laughs about her that day

Must be amusing life to be that way

Cause more pain than she has

From loss of emptiness from the past