“This is crazy, Edward is really intent on writing a diary for three years. But, what's even crazier about his death, how come because his body was touched by his own stepmother he immediately decided to commit suicide? Anyway, what's the problem, they weren't related by blood and it was also out of necessity, so I think it's only natural that they had that kind of relationship,” I muttered as I closed the thick book.
Edward should have taken the poison since last night, and he lost his life only last night. He had survived for a day before finally leaving this world.
“If Edward died from the poison, then why doesn't my body feel it now? Could it be that this body's condition was healed as soon as my soul entered it? I don't know, perhaps only the Gods themselves know.”
“Huaaah, I seem to be getting used to living in this world, but I want to sleep first because my eyes can't be compromised anymore.”
I hurried back to the bed after stretching my body, reading Edward's diary had made me very tired.
Click!
However, the sound of the door opening stopped me in my tracks, which made me spontaneously turn my head towards the door.
And my eyes widened when I saw a beautiful woman who was now running towards me with tears in her eyes, she immediately hugged me without any excuse.
“I'm sorry, Edward. I'm really sorry for doing such a despicable thing to you. Please don't leave my life, because you're the only person I have,” said the beautiful woman, aka Edward's stepmother, Laura the half-fox.
'God, this woman smells so good, not to mention that her curves are so beautiful with breasts that I probably can't even hold in the palm of my hand. What a mess, I'm going to lose my mind if I'm hugged like this, there's no way I'm going to do anything weird with Edward's stepmother, right?” my mind was in a frenzy as Mama Laura gave me a tight hug. And it would be naive of me not to imagine dirty things about Mama Laura.
After all, I was already 27 years old in the previous world, and I was already very experienced in s*x despite being unmarried. So, it was only natural that I would have desires for the woman who was hugging my body right now.
“I regret that I forced you to do such a despicable thing, I promise that I will never do it again and will try my best to suppress your power in every way, I don't even mind if you have to be locked up in the basement if you can't be controlled anymore. Please don't be angry, Edward. I really love you and don't want to lose you,” said Mama Laura bitterly, I felt her tears dripping on my nightgown.
Honestly, I can't bear to see a woman cry, especially a woman as beautiful as Mama Laura. I spontaneously returned Mama Laura's hug so gently, not forgetting to stroke her long hair that flowed down her back.
“Ed-Edward isn't angry, yesterday Edward was just drinking poison to test the invulnerability that Edward had just learned from Mr. Gray. Mr. Gray said Edward's magic power will increase if he successfully passes the death process,” I said casually, even bringing up the name of Edward's gym teacher to convince Mama Laura.
“Thank you, Edward. I'm so glad to hear that,” she replies as she raises her head towards my face, and I blush instantly because Laura's face looks so beautiful from this close.
'Mama Laura's lips are so thin and red, it must be sweet when I kiss them gently, not to mention when I play my tongue in them. God, what am I imagining? She's my stepmother now, I can't possibly have that kind of relationship, right? But, I really want to kiss her, is it okay if it's just a little bit?' My mind is really messed up because of this half-fox woman.
I couldn't guess her exact age now, because her appearance looked like a girl in my previous world.
And whether it's because I'm fantasizing too much or what, I feel like there's a little devil and a little angel around my head. The devil said it was okay if I wanted to kiss Mama Laura, but the angel was adamant that I should not.
“Edward, can I ask you a favor later? But, don't misunderstand me, because my request is a bit embarrassing,” Mama Laura said again.
“What do you need help with? Edward will definitely help you,” I replied, still not releasing the hug from Mama Laura's body, let me chat this way so that the atmosphere seems romantic.
'If it's just a hug, it's okay, right? As long as I'm not instigated by my own lust, hehehe.” I thought.
“Mama wants you to do that again tonight, the power of the fox doesn't seem to have completely disappeared from this body. I promise I won't ask for it again if you do it later,” Mama Laura pleaded unexpectedly.
I almost sprayed fresh blood after hearing it, even though Mama Laura had just regretted it and promised not to repeat it. But now she was asking for it again as if her regret was just a figment of her imagination.
'No wonder Edward killed himself, this woman is really asking for too much. I doubt I'll be able to contain my desires at this rate,' I muttered to myself.
“Edward doesn't promise, Mom. Edward's body hasn't really recovered yet. Edward is afraid that he won't be able to satisfy you later,” I said unconsciously.
“So, do you really want to give me satisfaction? Are you serious?” asked Mama Laura looking very happy.
'Oh s**t, I let it slip just now, my adult mind is completely out of sync with Edward's current condition. I should have immediately refused her request, and forbid her to ask for such taboo things again. But, why did I promise her? I even promised to give him satisfaction. 'Stupid, I'm so stupid,' I thought to myself. Then I released the hug from Mama Laura's body and continued to say very carefully, “Edward doesn't mean that, Ma. There are other satisfactions that you can get from Edward later. The point is, Edward will be able to suppress the fox's power without having to have intercourse,” I said matter-of-factly.
"Oh Great God, when did you know such vulgar language, Edward? Who taught you about s****l intercourse? I never told you the name of what I did back then," said Mama Laura, a little surprised.
"This is ...." I froze, my eyes spontaneously looking around for answers. There was no way I was going to tell her the whole truth.
"What is this, Edward? Explain it to me," Mama Laura pleaded, now getting bolder by pressing her chest against mine.
'Damn, that feels so adorable, I want to grasp those big breasts,' I squealed.
"Let's talk about this later, Mom? Edward is really sleepy from lack of sleep. Hoaaam, Edward also still needs a good rest so that the toxins from Edward's body disappear completely," I said, only able to dodge in the end.
My adult mind was really messing up everything in this place. If I had made the wrong decision, I would have f****d Mama Laura by now.
"Alright, you go to sleep first. But I want to keep you company until you fall asleep," Mama Laura said as she gently pulled me onto the bed.
I obeyed and didn't say much, immediately laying my body on the bed and Mama Laura pulled a big blanket to cover my body.
"Have a good rest, Mama's favorite man," Mama Laura said again, her lips gently kissing my forehead.
"Yes, Ma." I replied, the important thing was that I responded even though I didn't know what she meant. She liked what she said, the important thing was that I could rest.
I closed my eyes soon after, I couldn't stand the sleepiness anymore. It's just that I vaguely feel a soft hand grazing my chest, then down to my stomach until it stops right at my crotch. But, I don't want to respond to anything, because I'm already so sleepy.
The point is, I really didn't know which logic to use to deal with Mama Laura later. Because, all my memories from the previous world were still clearly embedded in Edward's head.
Well, let's hope that no weird relationship happens between me and Mama Laura, although it's actually fine if I want to have her, because I'm not Edward Von Zippel but Bastian. However, I'm not ready to get into that stage for now, I at least want to learn about all the things in my new world first.
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