I just opened the next page of the book without delaying time at all, I could now read all the letters clearly, which would definitely help me to learn everything about this world.
[Narandra, Year 100, month 1.]
There was a small inscription written at the top of the page, seemingly for Edward's reminder, while the rest of the inscriptions were numbers in sequence with neatly arranged paragraphs.
[Number 1: Today is my first day at Elena's school, the school I've been yearning for because graduates can definitely work in the Narandra empire. I deliberately left early in the morning because I was too excited, and I couldn't wait to meet my new friends. However, I had the misfortune of meeting the person I hated the most on my first day of school, I never thought that Darrius could also be accepted into this school even though he was a brat and liked to bully others].
[Number 2: Just as I expected before, Darrius immediately made trouble for me in front of many people, he always used the same taunts to insult me so I really felt embarrassed. After all, what's wrong with having red hair? I think it's very unique and rare].
I spontaneously touched my hair after reading the paragraph just now, I think this red hair is very cool and unique, especially since it can light up in a place that is not so bright.
[Number 3: What bad luck today. I lost a magic duel against Darrius in a test to determine admission to the top class, that bastard used a sneaky way to beat me by putting paralyzing poison in my drink.]
[Number 4: I couldn't help but go to the common class because I failed the superior class test, and it was very uncomfortable because most of the people here were from evil noble families. They're just a bunch of brats whose job is to bully like Darrius, and some of them are even Darrius' subordinates].
[Number 5: My condition is only getting worse in this class, I'm the one who is always ostracized and bullied by all my classmates, none of them want to chat or be friends with me, they are afraid because I have red hair. They say it's a curse from the demon abi who attacked the Narandra kingdom 50 years ago].
[Number 6: Damn it! Darrius is just a f*****g loser! He doesn't dare to fight one on one and can only bring troops. I lost today not because I'm weak, but because I missed. Even so, I'm not disappointed at all, because I managed to get the attention of the school flower aka Aluna, hehehe].
I stopped for a moment to take a breath, I didn't expect Edward's diary to be about Edward's struggle to deal with the problem of bullying in his school as well as the struggle to get the heart of the school flower.
It's natural that Edward could have such thoughts, because I feel that this young man has a very appropriate appearance and can attract the attention of any woman.
If only Edward lived in my world before, he might have become a high-class playboy, women would definitely come by themselves and queue up to have their wombs filled with the liquid of love.
I'm not exaggerating in praising Edward like that, because this kid is really perfect in terms of appearance. It's just that I'm confused about the reason Edward is always the object of bullying at school, maybe it's because he's too handsome that Darrius hates him, or is it something else? I don't know, I'll just try to continue reading until the last page, who knows if I can find the answer.
Then, I continued to re-read Edward's diary carefully, there was not a single paragraph that I skipped so that no information was missed.
My tears fell unconsciously as I read the thick book, Edward's confidences turned out to be filled with only suffering and bullying problems.
[Number 365: My mother died today from a strange disease that has no cure. It's been a year since I went to school and there's a very important festival that my parents have to attend, but I had to skip the festival because I had to organize my mother's funeral].
[Number 366: I was very angry with my father when he had to go to the border to fight against the half-wolf race. I couldn't believe he had the heart to leave me alone in such a big castle. Wasn't he afraid that I would be attacked by bandits when he decided to go to the battlefield?"]
I was shocked after reading the two paragraphs just now, especially when I found out that there were half-wolves and wars in this world. I instantly understood that I really had come back to life in another world.
I continued reading Edward's diary until number 730 or the day that Edward had been writing for two years, which meant that Edward had also gone to Elena's school for two years.
[Number 730: I was finally able to prove my strength to everyone at school by successfully defeating Darrius in an official duel. Darrius lost badly thanks to the ultimate move that I had just mastered a week ago. It's just that my victory felt incomplete because my parents didn't see it. My mother passed away last year and my father still hasn't returned from the battlefield. He says he's coming back tomorrow, but I'm not too sure."]
[Number 731: My father really did come home today with a victory, his heroic actions during the battlefield earned him a lot of awards and prizes from Her Majesty. It's just that I'm not too happy about my father's victory, because he also brought a new wife or stepmother for me."]
I took a deep breath for a moment, somewhat moved by Edward's victory from Darrius, especially his father's victory from the half-wolf nation. However, I immediately frowned when I read Edward's complaint about the stepmother, because I thought it was only natural for his father to remarry to fulfill his biological needs.
[Number 913: Six months have passed since I brought Mama Laura back to this castle, and disaster has struck my family on this very day. Her Majesty suddenly imposed a very severe punishment on the Zippel family for alleged treason to the kingdom of Narandra. This could happen because His Majesty received a report about the origin of Mama Laura, who was none other than part of the half-wolf race. The Zippel family had to be exiled from the Narandra kingdom by moving to the border region, and had to pay a fine of 1000 gold coins].
[Number 920: The Zippel family finally arrived at the border region after traveling by horse-drawn carriage for one week. This area is very dirty and sparsely populated, there are only 30 families living here, and most of them are elderly. Me, dad, Mama Laura and a few loyal servants lived in an old castle that looked like a ghost castle from the outside].
I spontaneously looked around the room after reading it, “Oh so this is the old castle Edward was referring to, it's only fitting that I felt horrified when I went outside earlier. Hmm, it's really scary if this is how it's done,” I muttered.
[Number 921: I entered a new school today as a transfer student, the journey to my new school felt very far because I had to go by sea for an hour and continue by horse for two hours. But my tiredness disappeared as soon as I entered the classroom, because there I could meet a lot of half-human and half-animal races. Fortunately, they welcomed me well and wanted to make friends without caring if I was from the human race. Gosh, it feels so good to be able to go to school without anyone bullying me].
[Number 951: Oh Great God, why is bad luck coming to me again? My father suddenly developed a strange disease like my mother had at that time, even my father's strange disease was in the final stage and was sentenced to die within a week. I was already starting to enjoy life in this border region, but why do I have to suffer again?"]
[Number 958: My father's funeral took place today, I cried so much that I couldn't hold back the sadness in my heart. I'm now a complete orphan, with only Mama Laura to rely on].
I stopped reading for a moment to wipe my tears, I don't know if they were Edward's or my own, but they were definitely flowing quite a lot.
I also compared Edward's fate with mine which turned out to be not much different, we both lost our parents and were always filled with suffering, especially since we both died in the end.
After my emotions were stable enough, I continued reading Edward's diary with a very strong feeling. I read this thick book for a long time, it must have been a few hours because I vaguely felt light coming in from the bedroom window.
With only five numbers left in the thick book, I was even more curious and wanted to finish my reading immediately, especially I was very curious about the oddities that happened to Edward's stepmother over the past month.
[Number 1091: Mama Laura came into my room again last night, I was really frightened by the strange behavior that Mama Laura has always shown recently. Sometimes I hear a loud howl like a wolf, but I can't find any figure where it's coming from].
[Number 1092: Tonight the same thing happened, and the howling got even louder. I asked some of the servants about it before, but I couldn't find any answer.]
[Number 1093: My life is ruined now, everything is so ruined that I'll never be able to fix it again. I never thought that Mama Laura's true form would turn out to be a half-fox, and that she would f**k me in that form. I'm a very sinful child for not being able to resist Mama Laura's desires."]
[Number 1094: Even though Mama Laura said it was her need as a half-fox woman, and that she would go berserk if it wasn't immediately channeled. But I still couldn't accept it when she used me as an outlet for her desires. Honestly, I felt so guilty to my late father, and I also felt that I had lost all my dignity as a man. I couldn't take it anymore, I'd rather die].
[Number 1095: I've decided wholeheartedly after thinking for a whole day, that right tonight I will end my life so that I can reunite with my father and mother. After all, I have nothing left in this world, my remaining hopes have been completely destroyed ever since Mama Laura f****d me. So, goodbye to this evil world ....]
Edward's diary finished at number 1095, which meant Edward had been writing for three whole years.
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