chapter 1: Beginning
They both came from different school in elementary. Entering high school was difficult yet you will meet friends that you will be able to be with. Friends that you can tell your drama's in life. This two person enter highschool in a place where troubles are
Anyways, when in grade-8, Abby and Keydee met. Since Keydee's cousin was classmate of Abby.
Keydee was always visiting her cousins in their rooms because they have different sections. When the time that Keydee come to see her cousin, this girl name Abby, a smiling girl look at Keydee and gave a sweet smile and Keydee smile back.
Throughout the day, when Keydee pass by in the hallway of her cousins room, Abby was sitting near the windows. They always smile at each other.
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Keydee begin to think that there is something in herself. She's falling in love.
Yet, she knew that is wrong. Keydee forget her feelings. She focus in her study instead.
She's denying in herself that she is into girls. She meet friends and spend her time with them after school. Her friends were a lesbians and because of this type of circle friends, it influence her. Until she met a girl in sss name Mae, they're chatting until midnight. They even calls for each other.
In between them, there is something. A something that makes them special in each other. One day, when Keydee call Mae to greet her on her birthday, Mae telling that she loves her but Keydee was speechless when she heard Mae saying " tayo na, i love you" and their love story begin yet there is no courting happen between them.
Keydee considered Mae as her first girlfriend. Their relationship were smoothly. No arguments, everything were fine.
Their relationship were secret. Since Keydee had a strict parents. She dress her self as a girl. Until one of her friend's knows that her girlfriend is Mae, and Mae was the ex of her friend. A lesbian name Chabe, the ex of Mae, asking Keydee
Chabe: bakit mo naman pinatulan ang ex ko?
Keydee: Hindi ko alam na ex mo pala siya.
Chabe: Kung mahal mo talaga siya, alagaan mo siya ng mabuti.
Keydee: I will take care of her. I will love her.
Their friendship ended. Yet she continue to love Mae after all. Days past, Keydee and Mae hold on to each other. Even they did not see each other in school because their relationship is secret they still manage to spend time with each other, through video calling each other after class, and talking about what happened in their day. It was hard for them, even their monthly special day cannot celebrate since their relationship is 'lowkey'. They are both teens that's why they keep it secret. They both in the same school but Keydee is a regular student while Mae is a Science class student. The difference between them were Mae subjects are advance not like Keydee. The way they express their love to each other in their first monthsary were through love letters. Until they decided to flex each other in social medias. Keydee already told to her family that she has a girlfriend, and her family supports her.
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But there are difficulties that comes into your life and you have to choose. Their relationship lasted 4months.
She choose to stop their relationship with no reasons. But it turned out that she regret of leaving her love with no reasons at all. After a month, Keydee started to talk Mae again. Begging to her. Asking to love her again. But believing in saying na
" Pag pinakawalan mo hindi mo na maibabalik ang dati pa."
Mae came back to her for revenge. Keydee thought that everything is true. It was lasted for a week, and Mae tell the truth that she came back to revenge. A revenge that she want Keydee to feel the pain when she leave Mae.
Keydee left behind. She cried every night, asking why. She began to lost interest in everything. And moving forward from the past. She enjoyed being herself. Deactivating in social media and spend more time with her family.
Days pass, her connection with Mae continue but in a way of being "friend and sister". They still chat each other kapag mangangamusta.
Keydee choose her peace. She choose to focus in the present. She know na marami pang tao ang makakatagpo niya. She also considered that their relationship was a "puppy love".
After 3 months, she met Aly. Same batch, same school, same regular student.
Regular Section 1 si Keydee at section 2 naman si Aly.
Aly courted her through chats. A week after, sinagot niya na. Their relationship were okay but just like her past rs, it is a lowkey rs. Kaso hindi rin nagtagal, dahil may nanliligaw kay Aly. They both choose to end it up anyway.
Her heart was broke into pieces again.
All she want is to heal from the past yet another people come to her life just to broke her again.
Even her intention is pure but you can't examine kung minamahal ka ba ng isang tao. Hanggang sa makilala na naman niya si Iza, classmate ni Aly. Magkaibigan ang dalawa ngunit hindi alam ni Keydee.
Niligawan siya nito sa chat, ang kanilang relasyon ay hindi tago. Alam ng mga kaklase nilang dalawa. Lagi silang nagsasama sa tuwing may vacant time sila. Kapag uwian naman ay magkasabay silang naglalakad papalabas ng school. Masaya naman silang dalawa sa relasyon nila ngunit si Iza ay strikto at ayaw niyang sumasama sa iba si Keydee. Lagi itong nakabantay, kahit ang pagsama ni Keydee sa mga kaibigan niya ay ipinagbabawal nito. Volleyball player si Iza, kaya tuwing may practice ito sa kaniyang laro ay nariyan si Keydee para panoorin siya at suportahan.
Matampuhin si Iza kaya laging nag-aadjust si Keydee para iwas away sa kanilang dalawa. Mula ng maging sila ay hindi na nagkakaroon ng oras si Keydee na makasama ang kaniyang mga kaibigan dahil mas pinipili niyang ilaan na lang ang kaniyang oras kay Iza. But Keydee realizes that thiw was too much. It crosses their own boundaries. She love Iza but they have their own boundaries in order for them to spend with friends. She was happy yet it was hard too. Their love didn't last. Umabot lang sila ng isang buwan at natigil din ang kanilang relasyon sa kadahilanang nasasakal din si Keydee sa higpit ni Iza sa kaniya.
Mahal nila ang isa't isa pero kailangan pa rin respetuhin ang kagustuhan ng bawat isa. Suportahan hindi pagbawalan.
note: This is my first time to write a story here, pls support me. If my grammar is wrong, kindly correct me po.