*James*
It's been the roughest week of my life. The longest 8 days possible, with each minute feeling like an hour. I never knew a clock could move so slowly and I never would have thought that being without my mate would cause me to feel like this. It's the worst feeling in the world, worse then anything I've ever experienced before.
I knew it would be hard to let Abbi go, to give her the time that she needs, but I never imagined that it would be this difficult. The sense of loneliness and longing is insane. The need for my mate seems to grow by leaps and bounds every day and the memories we made play through my head on repeat, reminding me of all the things I'm missing out on.
I've been just going through the motions. I've gone to the packhouse every day, trying so hard to bury myse
