Ethan After following Bethany and giving her that banquet and chocolates, I seemed to be in less of a pie chart and more of a bar graph mood. It was hard to ignore that Ivy lied to me and I was the fool the entire time. To get through my misery, music. Loud in the car blaring in my ears to drown out my wild thoughts and feeling of weakness, emptiness and lack of purpose and direction. Is that how it feels to really like someone that doesn’t like you back as much? That their actions hurt and deny you peace even without their knowledge and there is nothing you can do about it? Because the heart, despite being a body organ-key word body- wants what it wants. To some extent I was better off being the rich play boy having no strings attached s*x with any willing girl. Looking through my phone,

