My Mate Crimson Beauty

Chapter Eight

Nikki’s P.O.V

I laid in bed a caught my breath. Roman was asleep beside me. What have I done? What am I going to do now?

As I lay there wrapped up in Roman's arms, I try to come up with a way to leave. I have to leave the pack. I can't stay, not anymore.

I slowly move out of his arms and out of bed. I grab some clothes from the dresser and walk out of the room to the shower. I turned on the shower and I let the water cascade over me, easing my sore muscles. What am I going to do? Is the question that keeps running through my head. 

I was in the shower in a daze, I don't know how long I’ve been standing in the shower for, but it must have been a while because I didn't notice that the water went cold.

I sigh and turn off the shower and stepped out. I dried and dressed myself. I opened the bathroom door to find Roman standing there.

“Morning Beautiful”. He smiled f**k, now I have to break his heart.

“Look Roman, last night was a mistake. I don't think we should ever see each other again”.

The look of hurt in his eyes cut me to my core, I’m sorry Roman

The hurt turned to rage “YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST WALK AWAY FROM ME!!!” “THERE IS NOW f*****g WAY I’LL LET YOU LEAVE ME!!” his eyes started to turn black.

He made a move to grab me, I took that opportunity to duck and run past him.

I ran as hard as I could to the front door, I reached for the door handle, opened the front door and about to run outside but he caught me. He turned me around to face him, his wolf had taken over, s**t!

He pulled me closer to his body, lowered his head and he brought his mouth to the soft spot on my neck. But be for I could react.

His canines extended and marked me. HE f*****g MARKED ME!!!!

My shock quickly turned to rage and I brought me knee to his balls as hard as I could.

He yelled out and threw me out the door with my head hitting the ground with a painful about of force.

I struggled to push myself up of the ground, the distance between where the cabin was and where I landed was impressive. I felt something running down my face and into my eyes. I reached up to touch it and I noticed my head was bleeding, badly.

Looking over towards the cabin I see Roman’s black eyes looking at me “SNARL” f**k I’m dead!

“Roman I’m sorry!” I said tears running down my face. “Ash!” I yelled

Ash ran over to me, I looked back at Roman my heart breaking, his eyes pleading but I mounted ash and rode away far away.

I heard him roar in pain through the woods

A sob escapes my lips

We were riding for a while; we are nearing the boarder of the Newmoon pack territory and I knew what I had to do. I took a deep breath.

“I NIKKI O'CONNELL OF THE NEWMOON PACK, NO LONGER ACCEPT THE NEWMOON PACK AS MY HOME!!”