33. Confession
**Jason** Darkness…. whenever I wasn’t thinking of maya I was in complete darkness. I had know idea of the time of the place and I didn’t care. Why should I care there was nothing, no one here for me anymore. I tried to move on, to find meaning in the next wherever I was supposed to go but I couldn’t. For once it wasn’t more obvious to me that I was stuck, kept back here and for what. Sometimes I felt a flare of anger but that was the only emotion that I felt, everything was numb. After seeing Maya again here above them all I couldn’t find solace anymore in my memories. They lacked that spark that she possessed, they seemed to becoming duller, colorless and meaningless the more I looked at them. Was this how I would spent my eternally? Suddenly there was a sharp ping and I was looking ou
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