Chapter 1.
Chapter 1: Sparks in the Dark
The bass thumps through my chest like a second heartbeat, vibrating the sticky floor of the frat house. Boston’s crisp October air sneaks through the open windows, but inside, it’s a sauna of sweat, cheap beer, and too-loud laughter. I weave through the crowd, my blue hair catching the strobe lights, feeling alive in a way I haven’t in weeks. My sketchbook’s tucked under my arm, a shield against the chaos of this college party. Mia, my best friend, dragged me here, promising it’d cure my funk. She’s probably right, but I won’t tell her that.
“Em, stop sulking!” Mia’s voice cuts through the noise as she shoves a red cup into my hand. Her curls bounce as she dances in place, her earrings glinting. “Drink. Dance. Live a little!”
I roll my eyes but take a sip, grimacing at the bitter tang. “This tastes like regret.”
“Regret’s for tomorrow,” she laughs, tugging me toward the dance floor. “Come on, you’re scaring people with that artist brooding thing.”
I smirk, letting her pull me into the throng. The music’s a pulse, and I sway, losing myself in the rhythm. That’s when I see him. Across the room, past the blur of bodies, a guy leans against the wall, his dark hair falling into green eyes that lock onto mine. He’s tall, in a worn leather jacket, looking like he wandered out of a storm and into this chaos. My breath catches, and I swear the room tilts. It’s not just that he’s gorgeous—there’s something about him, like a song I’ve heard before but can’t name.
“Earth to Emma!” Mia snaps her fingers in front of my face. “You’re staring.”
“Am not,” I lie, my cheeks burning. But I don’t look away. Neither does he. He pushes off the wall, moving through the crowd like he’s got nowhere else to be but right here, coming for me.
“Trouble in a jacket,” Mia mutters, sipping her drink. “You’re gonna get yourself in deep, girl.”
“Shut up,” I hiss, but my heart’s racing. He’s closer now, and I notice the faint scar on his jaw, the way his lips quirk like he’s hiding a secret. I’m not ready for how much I want to know it.
“Hey,” he says, stopping in front of me. His voice is low, rough, like he’s been shouting into the wind. “You look like you’re plotting an escape.”
I laugh, surprised. “Maybe I am. This place is a zoo.”
“Ethan,” he says, offering a hand. His grip is warm, firm, and sends a jolt up my arm. “And you are?”
“Emma,” I say, pulling my hand back too fast, like I’ve been burned. “You go to BU?”
“Nah, just visiting. Friend dragged me here.” He nods toward a lanky guy by the keg, then looks back at me. “You don’t seem like the frat party type.”
I raise an eyebrow, clutching my sketchbook tighter. “And you don’t seem like the small-talk type. What’s your deal?”
He grins, and it’s like the room dims except for him. “Guess I’m looking for something real in all this noise.”
My stomach flips. “Good luck with that. This crowd’s about as real as the beer.”
“Challenge accepted,” he says, leaning closer. “Dance with me?”
I hesitate, glancing at Mia, who’s pretending not to eavesdrop but totally is. “Go!” she mouths, waving me off. I hand her my cup and let Ethan pull me into the crowd. His hand on my waist feels like it belongs there, and I hate how much I like it. We move together, the music wrapping us in a bubble where nothing else exists. His breath brushes my ear, and I catch a hint of pine and leather, like he’s been running through a forest.
“You’re good at this,” I say, my voice barely audible over the beat.
“You’re not bad yourself,” he teases, spinning me. I laugh, and for a moment, I forget the ache I’ve carried since I was a kid—the one that says I don’t belong anywhere.
We dance until my legs ache, then slip outside to the frat house’s rooftop, where the city skyline sparkles against the autumn night. The air’s cold, but Ethan’s close, his jacket brushing my arm. We sit on the ledge, passing a stolen bottle of wine between us.
“So, Emma,” he says, his voice softer now. “What’s with the sketchbook? You an artist?”
I nod, flipping it open to a charcoal drawing of a stormy sea. “It’s how I make sense of things. You know, the mess in my head.”
He studies the page, his fingers tracing the lines. “This is incredible. You’re like… capturing chaos.”
My face heats up. “Thanks. What about you? What’s your thing?”
“Pre-med,” he says, but there’s a shadow in his eyes. “Trying to fix people, I guess. Or maybe just figure out why everything feels… off.”
I tilt my head, studying him. “Off how?”
He shrugs, looking out at the city. “Like I’m missing a piece. You ever feel that?”
My heart stutters. “All the time,” I whisper. “I’m adopted. Never knew my real parents. Sometimes I wonder if that’s why I feel… incomplete.”
His eyes snap to mine, intense. “I’m adopted too. Small world, huh?”
We stare at each other, the air heavy with something I can’t name. “Yeah,” I say, my voice shaky. “Small world.”
He leans closer, and I don’t pull away. His lips brush mine, soft at first, then hungry, like we’re both starving for the same thing. My hands find his jacket, pulling him closer, and the world disappears. It’s just us, the stars, and this impossible feeling that I’ve known him forever.
“Hey, Emma?” he murmurs against my lips. “You ever think fate’s real?”
I laugh, breathless. “Maybe you’re making me a believer.”
We kiss again, deeper, and I’m lost in him—until a crash from the party below yanks us apart. Someone’s shouting, and I catch a glimpse of a woman in a dark coat slipping through the crowd, her eyes fixed on us. My skin prickles. She’s holding something—a bracelet, maybe?—and her stare feels like a warning.
“Who’s that?” I ask, my voice tight.
Ethan follows my gaze, his jaw clenching. “No idea. But she’s been watching us all night.”
I shiver, not just from the cold. “Creepy much?”
“Yeah,” he says, but his voice is distant, like he’s piecing something together. He pulls his wallet from his pocket, probably to check the time, but a photo slips out, fluttering to the ground. I pick it up before he can, and my breath catches. It’s a faded picture of a newborn, a tiny birthmark on its wrist—exactly like the one on mine.
“Ethan,” I say, my voice trembling as I hold up the photo. “Where’d you get this?”
His face pales, and he snatches it back, shoving it into his wallet. “Just… something from my adoption papers. No big deal.”
But it is a big deal. My heart’s pounding, and not just from the kiss. That birthmark, the way he feels so familiar—it’s too much to be a coincidence. The woman in the dark coat is gone, but her presence lingers, like a shadow over this perfect night. Ethan’s watching me, his eyes searching, and I know he feels it too. Something’s wrong. Something’s coming.
And I’m not sure we’re ready for it.