My Hate, My Hurt

In a world where everything is indifferent, a burned-out student lives. In the world of men where everything seems perpetual and glaring in its view, she continuously suffers. "Am I that unlucky?" is the question Kelly asks in an ineffable journey she is forced to complete. Just when Kelly was about to give up and was ready to let loose of her true self, she encountered something new, a world far different from the one she lives in, a place so wonderful that amused her to the point where she wanted to stay there forever, but can she?

The day of the presentation came, and everyone is panicking because their project was not yet prepared, Kelly enters the classroom with her tiny confidence and a bit of hope.

As soon as she enters, she saw her classmates already preparing themselves for the big event.

After two hours, it's Kelly's section's turn to present their mini map. Nervous Kelly tries to hide her joy, excitement, and anxiousness throughout their preparation time.

After more than two hours, a problem is encountered. The first section overly exceeded the time, consuming both the second and third sections.

Everyone slowly turned faces, when an announcement was then made by the supervising teacher, the teacher said that their section would perform on the last period in the afternoon.

Once the teacher left the room, all hell broke loose. Every individual is annoyed with the situation.

Classmate 1: Why are we the ones to adjust?????

Classmate 2: I agree, it's our section who's got to adjust for the misplaced situation, THIS IS UNFAIR!!!

After five hours of waiting and two hours of performing, everything was done.

(To be read in future chapters)

On the way home, Kelly kept on thinking about it, the tragedy she felt about their performance. She once more experienced that all the efforts she put into her work was then put in vain

Another hate grew inside of Kelly, another thought she wants to express but cannot, another heavy rock pressed on her chest and added to thousands of bottled emotions waiting to burst

Words are once more uttered and whispered saying:

" I really am a dumbass, huh??? (with a face trying to show a smile) how could I think I'd win"

With strong emotions ready to release a burst of tears, Kelly held her breath, blinked fast and attempts her best not the let a single drop of tear fall from her eyes.

Suffering ones more, another hate then grew and her loving, forgiving heart slowly shrinks, turns small and dark