Is it love, or is it hell??

Chapter 16: Decisions Part 2

"Oh yes baby just there" I scream out

Dom is f*****g me with everything he has, he plunges into me relentlessly, pounding away, pushing me over the edge every damn time.. We have been f*****g like rabbits for 2 hours now, I am sore but I will not complain it feels like heaven..

I push Dom off me and throw him onto his back, straddling him again, I slam down onto his hard cock..

"f**k" he hisses

I start bouncing up and down, everytime I come down I tighten my core around his c**k, looking at Dom, seeing him lose controls makes me so hot, I can barely hold on myself..

1..2...3 more hard thrusts and I come, I come so hard, shaking away , I can feel my juices all over his legs..

"Right there with you baby" he says

After riding our high together we lay next to each other panting , trying to get our breath back..

"f**k, that was incredible" he says

"Mmmm" I say

Turning my back away from Dom, I am a little disappointed in him...

"You don't want me do you" I ask him

"What" he asks

"I asked you, well not entirely asked but gave myself to you Dom, I wanted to be your mate officially, I want our wolfs to mark us so we can become one" I say sniffling

"Oh baby" he says

"Off course I want you but not like this, I want us to think ratiionally and it must be special not like this baby, I want to prove my love to you, sacrifice everything I have for you, and build an empire together for our heirs" he says

I turn to look at him wiping the tears straining down my cheeks..

"Do..Do you mean all that Dom" I ask

"Yes my love I do, every word, I love you but mating like this out of pure lust is wrong my love"

"I...I am sorry Dom, like I said before these feelings I am feeling are foreign to me, I have blocked out all emotions for so long and so has my wolf, Camila cowers in the corners of my mind often, she too is scared, we are scared" I say

He pulls me to him and kisses me passionately, I cannot stay mad at him if he kisses me like this all the time.. I kiss him back with everything I have, soon we are making sweet love again..

30 minutes later..

"Are you hungry" I ask Dom

"Mmm yes love only for you" he says

I laugh...

"No silly, for food" I say

"Yes please, I am famished, you wore me out" he says

I laugh getting up, taking Dom's t-shirt from the chair, and I put it on, hearing a low growl I look back at sexy Dom laying in bed, staring at me..

"What" I ask smirking

"You always look good in my shirts, I will take you right here right now" he says

And before he can grab my I am already halfway down the stairs, laughing as I sprint to the kitchen.. Hearing Dom curse from upstairs, I cant help but laugh..

Making my way over to the fridge, I cures, no food well not fresh at least... Slamming the fridge closed, I march up to the room.. Anger radiating of me... When it comes to food, I'd like to be prepared...

"Why isn't there any.." I say

Before I can continue my sentence, I walk over to Dom, he is sleeping peacefully, wrapped around my pillow, I smile and kiss his cheek, heading over to the closet I pull on some clothes, black skinny jeans and a blue puma t-shirt with my dark black puma slip on's..

Tying my hair into a messy bun while walking down the stairs, grabbing the car keys making my way over to the garage.. Getting into the sexy sleek MERCEDEZ, I start the car and drive to the 24/7 convenience store..

Pushing the cart down the isles, no idea what to get, I am trapped in my own thoughts once again, I have no idea what food Dom likes, besides meat, all wolfs like meat to give them energy, making my way to the meat section , I pack in pork chops, thick steaks, some rashes (for myself)yummy, some bacon, sausages and some chicken..

Right, now for some healthy foods.. I start picking some fresh veggies, some fruits and some wheat breads and some cheese rolls.. Walking to the snack isles.. I pick up some chips, some choccies for myself , and snacks, you can think for yourself...

Getting some mineral water and fruit juice, it looks like I am shopping for a family, I smile inwardly..

I need some personal necessities... Getting some more body wash, shampoo Mmmmm coconut is my fav.. Some razors and oooooo some condoms.. God we have not been using any , only once if I can recall.. Getting the extra length and with press studs, throwing it in the cart.. Finally done...

Making my way home, the music blaring , I use this time to think.. I love Dom, he is my better half, I want us to mate, our wolfs must connect on a more sensual level, I want kids, I want to meet his parents, the rest of his pack If I am going to be Luna I will step up and act the part for my man, yeahhh my man, I high five myself..

Putting the groceries away in their respected places, I only keep out what I intend to make for dinner, as time flew by so quick..

Deciding on grilled fish and steak, steamed veggies and some baby potatoes with some red wine..

Getting to word I prepare the fish and steak, lightly salting it and adding some lemon juice to make it succulent.. Veggies are in the steamer and I am pre-cooking the potatoes before lightly roasting them in the oven.

Deciding last minute on some creamy cheese sauces for the steak and a little white sauce for the veggies, the food is just about done.. Placing the pots in the warmer, I make my way upstairs to have a quick shower and dress up decently for our first couple dinner prepared by me...

Showering in record time, I make my way over to the closet, eyeing Dom in the process, he is sleeping like a baby.. Deciding on my wine red shoulder dress, it comes just above my knees, I put on some sexy black lacy lingerie, rubbing myself with my coconut cream, I dress.. Walking to the shoes, I pick out my 7 inch black suede hills, might as well put them to good use.. Walking back into the bathroom, I dry my hair and straighten it, braiding the one side and I let the other side hang lose, choosing to do my eyes smokey, I apply my eye shadow, some black eye pencil and some dark black extra length mascara making my eyes pop, and adding some red wine matte lips for the final touch..

Spraying on some perfume, I finish my look with gold hoop earrings and a gold bangles..

Walking out the bathroom, I walk over to the dresses and make a note for dom, kissing it with my lipstick placing it on the pillow beside Dom, he stirs gently and I make may way downstairs to set the table..

I set the table, light candles and place it all over to give an s****l feeling but nice dinner.. I pop the cork on the wine and place it in the ice bucket on the table, placing the wine glasses on each side and placing the cutlery..

I sit down, pour some wine and await my night in shining armor to awake from his sleep..

Sipping the last of my wine, I hear Dom come down the stairs, his cologne thick in the air, a smell I came to love..

I am sitting on the bar-stool, crossing my legs and placing my hands in my lap, smiling the brightest smile watching Dom walk into the kitchen..

He looks ravishing in his black dress pants and deep red wine shirt matching my dress.. His hair is styled and a little messy, he looks divine.. Licking my lips I look up at him and smirk..

"Your note was quite appealing to me I must say" he says while smirking devilishly

"You were sleeping so peacefully I couldn't get it over my heart to wake Sir" I say batting my eye lashes

He shakes his head and walks over to me, leaning down, whispering in my ear..

"You look delicious, I will devour you after I had my dinner" he says biting my earlobe..

Swallowing hard, I step down and slide down his front, feeling his small arousal already at bay.. I smirk, look up into his face and I say..

"Your dinner awaits Sir, please have a seat so that I can serve thee"

Smirking at me, he walks over to the set table, he sits down, I walk over to him, leaning over him, my breast brushing up against him slightly, he inhales, grips the table and looks at me, his eyes dark..

I reach over and grab the wine, pouring our glasses and setting them back on the table.. Making my way over to the oven, I take out the steak and fish, placing it in the plate, drizzling some cheese sauce over, now scoping some steamed veggies into the plates and some slightly salted potatoes..

"Your dinner is served" I say bowing

Dom starts laughing and I can't help but giggle at my bluntness..

Sitting down to eat, Dom grabs my hand and kisses my knuckles, not letting go he starts eating his dinner, we eat in silence and I cannot help but moan , I cooked a good meal..

Taking a sip of my wine, god I love wine, setting the glass down I look up and Dom is staring at me.. His eyes dark blue..

"Sir need anything" I ask politely

"You look beautiful baby, your eyes are breathtaking, and that dress, hugs your curve in all the right places he says" he says

"Thank you" I say blushing

We continue our meal in silence, now and again stealing glimpses of each other.. Slipping my heels off under the table, I slowly lift my foot up and rub it against Dom's leg.. He stops chewing and looks at me, smiling ..

I pretend not to be affected but truly I am.. I carry on with my s****l assault under the table, not my intentions but I cannot help it, the mood is set and the s****l tension is thick in the air..

Clearing my throat, I look up at Dom and his staring at me..

"Uhm, I wanted to ask you something" I say shyly

The way he is staring at me makes my knees weak and my brain disorientated..

"Yes love" he says seductively

"Do you want kids" I ask

"Yes my love, I have always wanted kids, I am 32 years old and bound to settle at some point love" he says

I smile, I have found myself a keeper, a man after my own heart..

"I want kids to, 2 at most" I say

"For now anyways" I add

He smiles, grabbing me closely and kissing me, wine mixed with the taste of the food Mmmm it tastes delicious.

Breaking our kiss, we stare deep into each others eyes..

"Why don't you put some music on while I clear the table... Sir... " I say seductively

Dom stands and makes his way over to the sitting area, looking back at me he shakes his head and smiles, I wink at him and go about my business..

Finally loading the dishwasher, I grab a new bottle of wine and head to the lounge, Dom is laying relaxed sprawled out on the couch, with the remote in one hand his wine in the other.. Looking up at me he smiles and pats the seat next to him..

Slumping down on the couch, re-filling our glasses, we cheers and sip on our wine, just listening to the music, me laying in his arms, under candle light, I am relaxed, no words said, just us laying in each others arms says enough..

Slowly drifting off to sleep, Dom clears his throat, my eyes shoot open and I turn my head to look at Dom..

"Thank you for dinner love" he says

"It's my pleasure Sir" I say

"Tell me love, do you like role play, are you into naughty things" he asks

That gets me wide awake, I sit up, crossing my legs decently with my dress on and I turn to face him..

"Uhm... Would it freak you out if I was" I ask

He says nothing but just stares at me, takes a sip of his wine, sets the glass down and takes my hand in his..

"No my love, we are here to learn about one another, share our deepest darkest secrets, our saddest moments even our wildest fantasies" he says

"Well in that case, I am baby, I have always wanted to try these things but never found someone who shares the same interest without getting freaked out" I say

"You know I was a virgin when we met, and Skull took my innocence from me, but If you are willing to share my fantasies with me we can make our s****l relationship to a whole new level" I say

Dom stands, smiles down at me and reaches out to take my hand.. I stand placing my hand in his, and he takes me to the other side of the house, a side I haven't seen or yet come to explore.. We walk down a long corridor, coming to an abrupt stop in front of a black door with golden handles..

Dom stops, opens the door and turns to face me..

"I am so glad I found you as my mate, because in all honestly my love, I am a Dominant"

Stepping aside he pushes the door open and my mouth falls open..

"Welcome to my layer baby" he says

I walk in admiring everything in the room, its neat, smells like cherry wood and expensive leather.. Everything I have seen online is real right in front of me.. I turn around and Dom has pushed the door closed, leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed, he smiles at me, that panty dropping sexy smile..

"WOW, you never told me you were a Dominant" I ask

"You never asked baby"

"Well I never even realized, I mean you do come across as bossy and possessive but WOW" I say

"Don't worry baby, we will ease into this as our relationship progresses" he says

"Uhm, can you show me some things right now" I ask blushing

Dom smiles, walks over to me and starts unbuttoning is shirt, I gulp staring at Dom his eyes are all black..

He stops right infront of me, grabbing me and pulling me towards him, our chests bumps, breathing hard I swallow, looking up at Dom..

"Ready to be pleased love" he asks

I nod and he growls..

"Turn around and close your eyes, if you peak I will punish you" he says in the most sexiest voice I have ever heard

Doing as I am told, I am nervous, my arousal clings in the air like rain clouds.. Looking over my shoulder, Dom has undressed, his erection standing proud, hard against his navel., I swallow hard blushing and I turn my head around and look the opposite direction..

He comes up behind me, his erection pressing in my ass, I gulp once more, my breathing becomes erratic..

"I am going to undress you and blindfold you" nod if you agree

I nod..

"Good girl" he says

The aura in the room has changed, his body language has changed to a dominating sexy man..

"No peaking love, I am going to show you how dominating I am, I will not hurt you, it will not he sore, you will be screaming my name by the end of the night" he says biting my ear

I swallow and I say..

"Yes Sir"

Dom growls, spins me around and kisses me deeply.. I melt like putty in his arms, slowly forgetting where we are, I kiss him back with everything I have..

I have come to a decision, I want to marry Dom and become his wife...