Is it love, or is it hell??

Chapter 15: Decisions

After our lovely breakfast, we head out to the forest for a run.. While driving for 30 minutes, a little deeper into the forest I had some time to clear my head.. Dom is so loving, caring , understanding and dominating (not sure if he realizes it, the sexy beast that he is).. We have only had s*x like 3 times or so but I cannot get enough of this man, I want to show him that I appreciate everything he has done for me...

I want to let him know that I am ready to build a future with him, it might be to soon but the moon goddess chose us as mates after all and losing or rejecting a mate is like dying, I love my life to much to die over petty shit.. Why not just accept each other as mates and work on your relationship, work on the bond, after all rome is not build in one day..

"What you thinking about babe" he asks

"Oh nothing" I say smiling at him

"He scoffs.. Could have fooled me babe"

Smiling innocently at him I turn my head and stare into space yet again..

"We are here baby" he says

Snapping myself out of my thoughts, I look outside and indeed we have arrived..

"Wow, this place is so beautiful"

"Dom chuckles.. Thanks babe, I come here often to think and clear my head"

"It's breathtaking" I say

"Yes..yes it is" he says

Turning my head to look at Dom, he is staring at me with so much love and come to think of of it, he is talking about me and not the forest, i blush a deep shade of red and smile shyly up at him..

"Well uhm, you have not seen my wolf yet so lets shift and run" I say

"Mmmm, strip for me, not such a bad idea babe" he says

Slapping his arm playfule and muttering "pervert" he shakes his head and laughs..

I stand across from Dom, staring into each others eyes, not breaking eye contact we both undress and shift..

"Well time for Dimitri to meet Camila.." I say

I shift into my wolf, she is all black with piercing green eye like mine.. I look over to Dom and he shifted as well his wolf is HUGE, he is pitch black with grey around his paws, his eyes are strikingly blue.. He is beautiful..

"Your staring" he mindlinks me

I look into his eyes, and lift my mouth up as a snarl.. growling low but layful..

"Lets run babe, I want to get this done and get home, I need a hot shower and I need you please" I say

Dom releases a deep growl and nods, we stare at each other once more and we sprint away, leaving nothing but out clothes and dust behind..

2 hours later...

"WOW that was incredible, this place is gorgeous, the lake is so calming" I blab

Dom just chuckles smiling at me, shaking his head..

"What" I ask

"Oh nothing, nothing at all" he says

"Oh come on" I say

"Well its just, your thoughts are pretty loud, and you seem to be so happy at this very moment, I should have come with you for a run earlier if I knew that you would smile like that" he says

"Dom.. I .. I uhm yes, I really do feel this strongly about you, I am ready to move to the next step, I want to move in with you if that's ok, I know we have been together for at least 2 months and I have gotten use to the idea already and I cannot picture my life without you in it" I say

He stares at me for a moment before grabbing my hand and pulling me towards his chest, sniffing me..

"f**k you smell so good" he says

"I chuckle, thanks so do you.. Your scent mixed with sweat is something else" I say licking my lips

Dom tenses and I can feel his arousal against my stomach, I blush, pulling away I look into his eyes and before I know it he crashes his lips to mine and we are on a full blown make-out cession on the middle of nowhere..

After our little heated cession we make our way back to Dom's place.. Arriving, I quickly sprint to the room and undress and head for the shower, I need just a little more time to myself while Dom is doing god knows what..

After having some me time, shaving , shampoing etc I make my way to the room only in a towel.. As I enter the room, Dom is laying on the bed with his arms propped under his head with his eyes closed..

"Mmmmmm he smells devine" my wolf says

My eyes turn big as saucers as I contemplate..

"Whhaa.. Camila, is that you, OMG I thought I had lost you" I cry silently

"Yes its me b***h, you won't get rid of me that easy" she says

Laughing , I make my way over to the closet aware of Dom's eyes burning holes into me..

I chose black leggings and some sexy black lingerie..

Walking to the other side of the closet I grab one of dom's t-shirts.. Walking over to the bed, aware of Dom's eyes on me, I smirk inwardly.. Laying the clothes out on the bed, I drop my towel to the floor and start rubbing myself with my coconut cream that drives Dom mad..

"Mmmmmm he growls, you smell delicious" he says

Looking up, Dom is looking at me, the intensity so vivid, his eyes are dark and looks like Dimitry came out to play..

Smirking to myself I carry on getting dressed putting on a little show for him.. I step into my panties, slowly pulling them up.. Now putting on my bra, making sure I grasp them slightly..

I turn around and bend down, pulling the leggings over my legs, then as I go to take Dom's t-shirt of the bed, he grabs my wrists hard..

"Mmmmm, you like teasing me huh" he growls

"Yessssss I say, stretching the S out as far as I can"

He lets go of my wrists and slaps my behind hard, earning a low growl from Camila..

He lays back down on the bed and shows me to proceed with my little show, I shake my head and carry on getting dressed.. When I am doing, I brush my hair and tie it into a messy bun atop my head.. Getting onto the bed next to him, I lay in his arms.. As soon as I smell his cologne I drift of to sleep, before my eyes finally shut I hear Dom say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..

Waking to the smell of food makes me so hungry, knowing Dom he never slept and left me here to defend my dreams all by myself.. While laying staring up at the ceiling I am contemplating a very big decision that will change my life forever, I want this forever, I want Dom forever..

Getting of the bed, I start to undress, leaving nothing on and as bare as the day I was born.. Making my way down the stairs, Dom is swaying to some music, sweating up for me in front of the stove, it smells so nice..

As if he hears my presecnse, he turns..

"I hope you like pas....babe, what are you doing" he asks dropping the fork

I smile and walk slowly over to him, swaying my hips, smirking.. Me never breaking eye contact, but Dom is fighting to keep control, his eyes keep changing from blue to black, he eyes me up and down and licks his lips..

Making my way over to him, my bare chest is against his chest, I stand on my tippy toes, whispering in his ear..

"I am ready Dom, make me your, MARK ME" I say

I hear him growl, he puts down the pot, grabs me, slings me over his shoulder, swatting my behind in the process and he growls loud, sending a shiver straight to my lady bits, as I look up into the mirror, Dom is staring back at me his eyes the blackest I have ever seen him..

"Tonight WE make you OURS" Dimitry says..

As we walk into the room, he throws me down onto the bed and makes his way over to the door, before closing the door he looks back at me, smirking, licking his lips growling..

"MINE"...

I stare unable to talk, I swallow hard looking at Dom, he is not in control anymore and I don't know what to expect.. He walks over to me, undressing in the process, leaning back onto the bed, I prop myself up and spread my legs for the man I love..

He gets onto the bed slowly, eyeing every inch of my body.. He pulls me towards him and leans down and whispers in my ear..

"Tonight I make you mine, I will mark you and you will be mine forever, after making love to yo I am going to f**k you HARD.. "

I look into his eyes and I gulp.. Smirking, I pull him towards me, nibbling his ear and whispering back..

"What's taking you so long, I am wet and ready" I say

He growls so loud, slams his lips to mine and enters me straight away, I can't even think and his in me stretching my walls , claiming me has his...

"OH YESSSS" I moan..

I let my head fall back in pleasure, and waiting for my whole body to be devoured..