Is it love, or is it hell??

Chapter 13: Feelings Part 2

"MINE" we say in unison

Breaking our heated kissing session we stare deep into each others eyes, not saying one word to another, our looks of love, lust and passion says enough..

Slowly catching my breath I place my palm onto his cheek looking deep into his eyes, smiling..

"I need to tell you something Dom" I say

"Me to baby"

Ok here goes...

"I..I don't know how to put this and all these feelings are still new to me, I have blocked out all emotions for so long, I am a loner, I left my pack at a very young age, my parents resented me for who I am, for the decisions I made.. They never wanted me to go to college, never wanted me to have any friend, they were so hard on me just training me to be the perfect Alpha of the Purple Shadow Pack.. I am an only child, I ran away from my responsibilities"

Looking up at Dom he is staring tentivley at me..

"Babe, I don't care what you done in order to survive or build a future for yourself, it just shows me how determined you are, you are strong and you will lead by your own example no one else's.. You will one day make a great Alpha or even better become my Luna, we are mates Carmen, we are destined to be together.. The moon goddess placed us together for a reason, a reason I will never come to understand BUT I promise you now, from this day forward if you accept my mating bond, I will love and cherish you, I will walk to the end of the earth for you, I will kill for you but most important of all I will love you with everything I have.. I myself am an Alpha, I am the Alpha of the Black Venom Pack, we will rule together.."

I looked at Dom speechless, he just confessed his love to me, I am a hot ball of emotional mess.. I love this man so much but I am insecure, I am scared of getting hurt, afraid of putting my feelings out there, I have always been a loner..

"I..I am falling in love with you Dom, you are everything I have ever hoped for.. I cannot give you my innocence and I am sorry for that, sorry for going with Skull but I can give you love, I can give you my heart, you are the only one who can wash away the pas, I am not ready to declare forever lasting love with you but I can try, we can become one"

"I love you babe, you don't have to say it back"

Slowly placing kisses on my forehead, he gets up and stretches out his hand for me...

"Come, lets go take a shower"

Getting of the bed, Dom leads me to the bathroom.. He lets go of my hand, closes the door behind me and turns on the shower letting the bathroom fill up with steam.. Making his way over to me, his eyes are the darkest I have ever seen them, my wolf howls in satisfaction.. Making his way over to me, he is standing so close, my heart is thumping in my chest..

"Lift your arms baby" he says

I obey and lift my arms, slowly he lifts my shirt over my head, his fingers touching me softly , I moan in silence..

"Turn around"

My eyes still closes, I turn around and he seductively loosens my bra, falling to the floor.. I turn around and he is smirking at me, eyes dark and full of lust..

"My turn"

I grab hold of his shirt forcefully, slamming our chest together hard earning a deep sexy growl from Dom.. Smirking to myself, I lift his shirt over his head, feeling my way down his hard chest, down his sexy 6 packs...

"Mmmmm" I moan

"You like that baby" he asks

"Yes I do, its so fucken sexy"

Removing the remainder of our clothes, we step into the hot steamy shower, everything about this scene is so s****l and intimate..

Facing each other, looking into each others eyes, warm water cascading down our naked frames, I look down feeling a little flushed.. Dom places his finger under my chin, lifting it up looking into his blue eyes..

"You are so beautiful Carmen, don't you ever for a second think that you are not worthy, those beautiful green eyes, every time I look at you I get lost in them.. You have a body to die for, any man will succumb to his knees for you, you are a goddess and Aphrodite to men.. to me.. Your hair is like black silk, I love the way it spreads out on my pillow when you sleep.. Your scent is intoxicating, that vanilla smell drives me crazy, I have to force to keep my wolf at bay or I will mark you forcefully and make you mine"

Bringing our heads closer we both lean in and place our lips on one another, slowly we kiss, our lips parting, tongue dancing in each others mouth, not a forceful kiss but a longing kiss, a kiss that says we are one, a kiss that shows we belong, a kiss so pure that no other can come between us..

"Mmmmmm" I moan

I take the opportunity to bite his lip a little, grabbing onto his hard and forcing him into me, he growls, a sexy growl that vibrates through me straight down to my heat.. I am so turned on right now, I will f**k this man senseless if only he knows my deepest darkest desires..

"Mmmm baby , I can smell you"

My wolf purrsssss like a cat on heat..

"Yesssss Dom, it..it's all you baby"

Our hands start roaming and soon touching each other, leaving hot trails of fire all over, never breaking the kiss once, Dom kisses me like a man starved...

I hum in approval..

"I want you so bad baby" he growls

"Take me Dom, hard and fast I need that pleasssseeee" I beg

That was all the reassurance Dom needed to here, he didn't want to take her hard and fast but if that's what his mate wants he will give it to her every way possible...

Grabbing her and slamming her hard against the shower wall, he kisses her, nips at her lip, grabs her n*****s between his fingers and squeezes, Carmen is like melted putty in his hands, moaning and squirming beneath him,., Her cries of pleasures is like music to his ears...

"Ah god yes" she says

"Lift your leg up and warp it around my waist" dom says

Doing as she is told, he grabs her wrists and pins it above her head, his hand snakes down to her heated core, rubbing her c**t hard...

"Oh god Dom, yes like that"

"Scream my name baby, let the whole world hear how good I make you feel"

He forcefully pushes 2 fingers inside her p***y, she is dripping wet...

A LOUD GROWL COMES FROM DOM

"Oh..Oh my god, do that again" she says

ANOTHER LOUD GROWL

"That is so fucken sexy, please Dom f**k me f**k me now"

Her wish is his command, he removes his fingers form her core and inserts his cock.. Stretching her walls to accommodate his thick length..

"Oh my god, you are so big" she screams

"Yessss baby, I will f**k you good, how does my c**k feel inside you"

"Jesssussss it feels so good so fucken good, oh my god..."

He pounds into her p***y, sloshing noises and skin slapping noises along with their heavy breathing is all you hear, thrust after thrust he pushes deeper and harder into her..

"God baby you are so tight so wet, made for fucking.. made for f*****g me"

"Yes dom like that.. AH god yessssss"

He f***s her hard and deep, no doubt she will be tired later and perhaps a little bruised...

Changing the angle he pounds into her p***y relentlessly, earning deep screams from his mate, letting go of her wrist aobve her head she immediately grabs onto his hair and bringing there lips to one another, kissing him with so must love and passion.. Her hands makes its way to the back of his ass, grabbing him and tugging him closer deeper, she growls, her p***y is so wet... She rakes her fingers down his back and scratches with her claws...

"Ah f**k baby, do that again that so fucken hot"

Carmen does it again, the deeper she scratches the harder he f***s her..

"OH.MY.GOD..I..I AM GONNA COME DOM"

"Right there with you baby.."

With the last hard thrust they both come,shaking together, Dom spilling his seed deep into Carmen's core.. Soon her legs give in and they slide down onto the floor where they just hold each other, embrace they love they just shared, even thou it was long and hard, it is what she needed, what she wanted..

"I love you baby"

Mmmmmmm is all she says, her breathing become steady and Dom soon realizes that his mate has fallen asleep in his arms in the shower..

Kissing the top of her head, he lifts her up bridal style, carries her to their bed, still wet and hot from the shower, placing her down gently and covering her naked body with a blanket, he makes his way over to her , crawls in behind her and pulls her closes, his front to her back..

Closing them with the blanket, he kisses the top of her hear and whispers..

"Soon I will make you MINE forever"

"I love you"

And they both drift off to sleep...