Is it love, or is it hell??

Chapter 12: Feelings

Opening my eyes, I groan slightly at the bright light of the sun, turning my head I come across the most sexiest sigh I have ever seen..

Dom laying on his stomach sleeping, his back is the sexiest thing I have ever seen, his back is ripped in muscles, so defined and so fucken sexy.. Turning onto my side, propped my arm under my head and I secretly carry on staring, the dirtiest thoughts raid my mind.

I am so lost in thought that I don't see Dom turn over and smirk at me..

"You know, take a picture it'll last longer" he says

His got that sexy as f**k smirk on his face..

"Well maybe I like staring with my eyes only you know, cause taking a picture would just maybe be a invasion of privacy" I say back

Mmmmmmmm... Is all he says

Getting up, he stretches, giving me a peak of his defined back, muscles flexing in the process, he turns his head laughing at me..

"I'll be right back babe" he says

"Uhm...Mmmmm"

Watching him leave the room, I turn and fall back asleep..

The smell of coffee invades my senses, I turn onto my back and stretch, looking to my right I see Dom smirking at me AGAIN..

"What"???????? I ask

"Nothing, just admiring the view darling"

"Well in that case take a picture, it lasts longer"

We both burst out laughing..

I feel so much better just from getting a good nights sleep, I am so grateful to Dom for taking care of me so well, I am in awe of the man.. He is amazing, he is sexy, he is truthful, he is sweet, caring and he can cook.. Thinking back to breakfast and my mouth waters, fried eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, and my fav mushrooms, gotta give it to the man, he can cook...

I head to take a shower, the water is inviting, I take my time to wash my hair, shave my lady bits (god they have been neglected), shaving my legs and rinsing off.. Getting out the shower I wrap the towel around my head and make my way over to the mirror, looking at my reflection my cut and blue eye are completely healed thanks to my wolfs healing, brushing my teeth and combing my wet hair.

Going into Dom's walk in closet, I grab a pear of white jeans, a purple t-shirt and some vans, I must give it to Dom, he has good taste, not looking to go anywhere I just want to lay around and watch some TV, I am still feeling sorry for myself..

"You look nice babe" he says

Turning around I look at Dom and I nearly drop brush, he is wearing a dark blue t-shirt and dark black jeans with pitch black vans, his hair is styled into that sexy way I came to like.. My eyes are trailing down to his crotch, god his crotch...

"Eyes up here darling"

Looking up, Dom has his arms crossed leaning against the wall smirking at me

"Mmmm, what was that" I ask

"Oh nothing babe, all you gotta do is ask"

"Nope, not happening"

"Admit it babe, you get all hot and flustered when I am around, you cannot hide it from me from us, you smell your arousal just as I do.. Is strong, inviting and intoxicating" he says

I look up at him in awe.. Well I do get all hot and bothered, but he doesn't need to know that..

Putting down my brush I walk past him and briskly brush against his shoulder, that electricity passing through my body again.. I look up into his eyes and I am lost, all hope out the door..

"More coffee" I ask

"Mmm.. Yes please babe" he swats my ass as I walk past

"Ouch that hurt" "

10 minutes later..

"Here we go, here is your coffee"

"Thanks babe, mmmmmmm just the way I like it"

"So what do you want to do today"he asks me

"Well I was hoping to just stay in a little longer, I am not ready to face the world yet"

"Offcourse, lets order some pizza and have wine"

"That sounds nice, sweet rosé please"

2 Hours later..

Laying on the couch watching The Conjuring, I cannot help but get jumpy even thou I have watched it a million times over and over again.. Dom is half asleep on the couch, I take my time once again looking him over, he is a beautiful man, he has such a defined jaw, such loving eyes and a caring smile.. He has broad shoulders, big arms, big muscled arms, a very visible six pack and my god that v-line, I caught a glimpse of it well he got dressed..

I am think of all the nasty things he can do to me and what I can do to him, I must be really depressed or just stupid, 3 days ago I was kidnapped , beaten , raped.. My confidence broken, I have anal scaring for god sakes and here I am staring hungrily at Dom..

I need more wine thinking to myself, slowly and softly as possible I lean over and grab the wine bottle, not needing a glass I drink out the bottle, and another bottle and another.. Dom sleeping through it all until I try and get up and drop the wine bottle..

"f**k shit.." I curse

"Wh..What the f**k" Dom yells

"Oh gosh, I am sowi.. I mean I am sorry Dom, I didn't want to wake you up"

"Well you did, what were you doing Carmen,"

"I was trying to put the empty bottle back on the table and it slipped and fell"

"Wow.. How many bottles have you had Carmen" he asks amused

"Uhmmm.. I dono" I say scratching the back of my head

"Well looking at the bottles on the table, I'd say four bottles of sweet rosé wine" he says laughing a little

"Well I was bored, you were sleeping and I was thirsty and depressed, trying to drown my sorrows"

I burst out in laughter , laughing so hard I fall back onto the couch clutching my stomach.. I stop immediately , slapping my hand over my mouth I try and run to the bathroom but I fail and I vomit all over the floor, my clothes, my shoes GOSH everywhere... Making it to the bathroom, I rinse my mouth out and splash some cold water on my face..

"I cleaned the vomit for you babe" Dom says from behind me

"Uhm.. thanks, I..I.. I am sorry Dom" I say bursting out in tears

Falling to the floor, I sob like no tomorrow..

"Shhh baby it's ok"

"No..no its not ok, I was kidnapped, beaten, raped.. I am a failure to the wolfs, I went against my wolfs judgement and ignored the danger signs and yet here I am laying on your bathroom floor , crying like a baby, smelling like vomit and yet here you are with me, helping me and caring for me, your are so good to me I cannot help the feelings I am feeling when I am with you, you make my heart skips a beat.. I am sorry Dom but I am falling in love with you..

"W..What"?????

"I said I am falling in love with you"

"Me to"

Looking up at his face I see the emotions swimming around in his eyes, he truly is telling the truth..

"Since that night in the club when I first laid eyes on you, no doubt you felt the bonding of our wolfs too, the moment I smelled your scent I knew, the moment I looked into those green irises I knew, I knew from the word go that you were my mate even before my wolf claimed MINE.."

"WOW'

"I..I don't know what to say Dom, I am left speechless, I..I.."

Leaning down he crashes his lips to mine, making my body tingle all over, the electricity sparks between us, making my knees go weak.. He lifts me up from the bathroom floor and carries me bridal style over to the bed, placing me down gently not breaking our heated kiss..

He kissed me gently, our hands touching everywhere leaving fire behind.. He kisses me down to my stomach, my navel, gripping my thighs in the process, making me growl in the process, I know I am wet down there I can smell it, I am on heat for this man..

Making his way back up to my face, he kisses me forcefully, biting my lip, pinning my hands above my head, our heated kissing session last a few minutes longer, he makes his way up to my neck, kissing me on my mark, nibbling me in the process, his canines pressing into my flesh a little I moan loudly digging my nails into his back, earning a deep sexy growl from Dom...

"MINE" we say in unison...