I have learned a lot this past few years that things don't always turn out the way you planned, or the way we think it should. There are things we can't never fixed the way they were before and I have learned that some broken things stay broken. Broken when Asteria left me. It was so heartbreaking, devastating and depressing. My heart was crashing and drowning in tears by the heart wrenching truth that the love of my life is never coming back.The pain is increases instead of decreasing each day when I would wake up in the morning and find Asteria not beside me. Tears were never able to stop every time I saw the glimpsed of her books, clothes and our wedding pictures. They only remind me that she is gone and she won't be in my life anymore. But the unconditional love of my family and moral
