It's been a busy few days and I am about to go get ready to go to Ryan's party. I haven't seen any of the lads in the high street since that night so I am not sure what sort of reception I will get. I told Sarah to meet me at Nonni's because of Jacob staying here. Nonni is loving the extra sleep overs but I told her this is going to be the last one in a while as I don't want her over doing it. Sarah brought around some dresses and I actually decided to where something way out of my comfort zone. I saw a red backless dress that was short and sparkly. I loved how it showed my figure off and I actually felt comfortable with my back showing. I'm confident to not have one of the men come on to me now that it is out there of me having a son so I think I will be safe from that attention. I

