It has been two days since that night out, I am cried all out and now hoping to move forward. This whole event shows that I should stick to the way of thinking and that's having Jacob and Nonni and that's it. Me and Sarah stayed up that night talking and slagging off Laura. I won't acknowledge her again as she is a horrible person. I have never done anything to her to make her do what she did to me. When I told Nonni what happened she was so angry but she was disappointed that Lucas never ran after me and I have to admit I was too. I feel so small right now and I haven't even deserved this. I have heard nothing from Lucas and he hasn't been to my stall so I know now to leave that. I closed the stall and went to pick up Jacob as I usually do. Jacob was so happy today as he was tellin

