The air in the elevator was thick, but not entirely heavy. I could feel Darian’s relief as he held my arm. The possessiveness was still there, but it was now laced with a sense of gratitude that wasn’t there before. In his mind, he hadn’t just secured a mate, he had secured a strategical asset.
You just won us a war before breakfast, Luna. His words replayed in my mind. His voice had been soft and intimate. A direct contrast to the command he’d held while directing the others in the room.
Luna. The title felt absurd, yet in that boardroom, surrounded by skeptical werewolves, it had carried the undeniable weight of the highest office. I sucked in a deep breath as the elevator carried us up, the smell of spiced pomegranates filling my senses. I was exhausted. The adrenaline of the audit had finally crashed.
Alaric’s words were the sharpest in my mind though. The rest of the Pack will not accept her without a Mateship Ceremony.
The rest of the Pack. Who knew how many people outside of this building would be waiting. They would view me as an illegitimate figurehead. I wasn’t one of them. I wasn’t part of the Pack. They weren’t going to accept me just because of some numbers. Even the board had accepted the mandate, but not me. My position was precarious.
In my research, I hadn’t paid attention to the information on the Mateship Ceremony. I had assumed it was a symbolic, maybe even romantic gesture, much like a wedding, and had disregarded it. I focused on numbers and leverage, I had focused on discovering what Darian was and why he had kidnapped me. Now, after hearing Alaric’s demand for it, I realized it was likely a binding, public ritual of physical and political submission…like a wedding.
Knowing everything Darian had claimed about the Mate Bond though, this was likely something designed to tie the Luna and the Alpha together completely and irrevocably. This probably involved Pack Magic or some ritualistic scarring, like a brand. I drew in a sharp breath, my heart rate spiking for a moment as the thought entered my mind. He smiled at me now with the same casual reassurance he’d answered Alaric with. As if he could sense my distress, but wasn’t acknowledging it.
It was unsettling. I believed he knew the weight of the ritual, and had simply chosen to defer it until this war was officially won.
When the elevator opened to the penthouse, he didn’t release my arm. His hand was a solid, warm weight.
The Mate Bond, which he claimed was a biological necessity, was clearly one-sided. Though he appeared to be stabilized, calmed by my presence, I felt no reciprocal pull. There was no internal hum, no sudden desire, no primal claim echoing in my chest. My heart rate was slow, steady, and entirely my own. This disconnect was my true, ultimate leverage.
He believed he was risking his sanity, his Pack, and his life on a claim that only worked one way. I could walk away, if I could find a way out, without feeling the pain or instability he claimed he’d suffer.
I traded my financial expertise for my family’s safety, and the deal was binding on his honor. The Mateship Ceremony was the next logical step in his plan, and it was a term I had not agreed to. I needed to know exactly what the ceremony entailed, and I needed to weaponize the information before he could enforce it.
I allowed Darian to accompany me back to the east wing. He was going to honor his promise of rest, but once I was alone and rested, I would begin researching my next great threat: Pack Tradition.
Darian opened the door to the bedroom and gently released my arm. His own eyes were heavy with fatigue. “Sleep, Tess,” he instructed, his voice low. “You were flawless. When you wake, the Steelclaw Pack will be on its knees.”
I simply nodded and closed the door behind me. The massive bed and the cool sheets were calling to me as I changed into my silk, lavender pajamas. The single thought flashing through my mind was clear and sharp. The war was with the Steelclaw Pack, but my next battle was with Silvercrest Pack traditions. I would not go into a ceremony blind. However, I needed rest now. I couldn’t keep myself going without sleep any longer.
When I woke up, hours later, the sunlight felt harsh, filtering through the window. For a moment, I considered untying the heavy curtains that were pulled back and secured around the bed’s posters, and enveloping myself in darkness. My stomach rumbled though, reminding me I hadn’t eaten since last night. It was also enough of a jolt to remind me that I had a more pressing task too.
Reluctantly, I pushed myself from the comfort of the thick mattress and soft blankets. I didn’t know where Darian was, and wanted to make sure I could research Mateship Ceremonies without his looming presence. I grabbed a couple of protein bars I’d stashed in the empty dresser and my notebook, leaving the Apex Land Ventures file on the small writing desk, and headed for the study.
I didn’t bother to change out of my pajamas. I hadn’t expected a kidnapping, so all I had to wear was what I had on, plus five days worth of corporate attire. I was running low on clean clothes, and I refused to wear any of the stuff that Darian had hanging in the closet. I didn’t know where it had come from anyways. I frowned slightly, realizing I would have to ask about washing my clothes.
Someone like Darian probably used a laundry service. His clothes were probably picked up, washed, dried, and returned neatly folded. Not only did I not want someone else handling my small wardrobe, I worried Darian would take my concern as a sign to fill the closet, just like my complaint about being vegan was taken as a sign to restock the kitchen.
In the study, the Apex Land Ventures filings Darian had brought me were still lying scattered across the desk. I gathered them up, and put them in the empty top drawer for now. My focus was back on the mythology books. I was still uncertain if I truly believed the claim that Darian and his employees were werewolves, but at the very least, he believed it.
I opened Clans of the Western Frontier, and searched the table of contents for entering regarding mate bonds or ceremonies. I flipped past generalized folklore, focusing specifically on sections detailing pack laws, hierarchy transfer, and the Luna’s ascension rituals. Then i found it.
My stomach twisted as I read the passage. The ceremony was a complex, public spectacle that required the entire Pack to be present. Much like a wedding, it involved a vow, the mates would recite the Pack Oath. Unlike a wedding though, the vow was followed by a blood signature or binding mark sealing the bond permanently against dissolution. It would enforce the submission and loyalty I currently lacked. It was a brand on my soul, orchestrated by magic I couldn’t comprehend. The words “while physically linked” also stood out to me. Was it as simple as holding hands? Or was it something worse?
A spike of pure terror ran through me.
But i was an auditor. Every contract had a loophole. A flaw in the system. I went back over the passages, searching for necessary conditions, vulnerabilities, or ancient escape clauses. There it was: the Luna must give explicit, conscious consent during the entire public ceremony for the binding to hold.
If consent was broken or withdrawn at the moment the mark was applied, the binding would be invalidated. The tradition stated the Alpha would then be forced to wait until the next full moon cycle to attempt the ceremony again, or face political censure for fracturing the sacred rite.
I sucked in a breath, feeling a cold, hard surge of triumph. Darian thought he was deferring the inevitable, but I had the ultimate veto.
I needed to know the exact moment I could withdraw my consent without being killed. My life depended on knowing the ritual’s every beat. I started organizing notes. The ceremony requirements, the specific consent point, the timing, and the ritual phrasing were all right there in the text. The ritual’s most sacred component, my free choice, was my ultimate tool.
Darian said we’d handle the ceremony “when the time comes.” I assumed he meant once the Steelclaw Pack was neutralized. I couldn’t sit around and wait for him to initiate the conversation. I needed to demand the full terms of the ceremony as my price for continuing the war effort.
I closed the book with a decisive thud and rose from the desk. I needed to find Darian. I needed to draw him out, if he was in the penthouse. I started towards the kitchen, closing the door to the study behind me.