Ryker’s P.O.V
I was due on stage soon, but I was freaking out. I was going towards a panic attack. I was always this way before I played on stage here, scared in case someone recognises me. I usually take something to calm myself down, but I never wanted to do that tonight. I was hiding in one of the room; no ones needs to see me like this. I was sweating; my hands were shaking, my heart was pounding in my chest, and I was struggling to breathe. I was sitting on the sofa, my legs hanging between my legs. I had to calm myself down before going out there; my fans don’t need to see me this weak.
“Ryker!” I hear a panicked voice say.
I managed to look up, seeing Alena stand there with a concerned look on her face. Damn it! I don’t want her seeing me like this. She rushed over to where I
