-IT DESERVES A CELEBRATION - Every word that Ella said to hurt him played in Zayn's mind making him feel sore. His heart felt heavy and raw and he felt like someone was constantly stabbing his soul with a sharp sword adding to his pain. He didn't have the strength to even walk from where he was kneeling. He kept on hyperventilating as he cried because the pain was intense for him to take it in. It made his chest feel tight and breathing became quite tasking. He felt this rage inside of him. He felt so bitter at himself for allowing this to happen. He shouldn't have been involved with this lady in the first place, what was he really thinking? But he couldn't bind himself for too long. He followed his heart thinking that things would turn out differently but that is not what happened.

