A BOY FOR ME

Fifth grade: "Hey Stells, Marcel is Soo cute. We are so gonna get married and have cute babies. I'll make you and Kells my maids of honor" " Poke me one time Kaisha and I'm not so sure you're going to end up having your dream wedding" Sixth grade: "I can't believe he's dating someone after all the wedding plans I've been working on" *sniff*sniff* Seventh grade: "Guys!!! Marcel is single. Omg,I can't wait for him to ask me out" "Uggh, just get over the dude already Kaisha" Eight grade: I'm so done with him. Totally over him. I can't believe he's with Barbie doll Sophie now. How could he choose her over me. How I say,how???" "How about you actually try approaching him and having a normal conversation Kaisha" Ninth grade: " so...... I'm thinking of dropping a secret admirers note in his locker. Genius right? He's so falling In love with me when he sees it" “how is he supposed to know the notes from you?" Tenth grade: operation get Marcel is back ladies. So what if the whole secret admirer stuff didn't work out as planned and he thought it was from Felicia.Good thing he didn't date her by the way. I'm going for bumping into him,he picks my books up and we fall in love. you know like in the movies? " " Get over him already Kaisha. If it's meant to be, it'll be" Eleventh grade: “ is it just me or did Marcel get struck by the god of sexy and hot. Like damn! He upgraded from cute to hot" "Pretty sure there's nothing like the god of sexy and hot. I can't believe I'm actually agreeing with you right now buh yh....he is hot" Twelfth grade: we're going to college!! Too bad Marcel and I aren't going to the same college" "You gonna finally tell him about your oh so great crush you've been having since,I don't know. Probably forever" "Sure" Okay,pause on all the flashbacks. I'm bringing you to the present. My current situation, I just sent a super awkward text of how I had totally been having a crush on Marcel to no other than Marcel himself. Ish..Cringe. I'm a genius when it comes to school work and stuffs buh boys?not really my strongest fort. Okay,he's typing. Fingers crossed,deep breaths Kaisha,deep breaths. Still typing..... Still typing........ Me chewing nervously on my nails. He stopped typing. Breath in,breath out. Is it just me or did my room just get hotter. "Kaisha baby, dinner's ready" my mum calls from downstairs. "Be down in a minute mum" I yell back *Bleh* the message notification pops. Yes,my phone makes a bleh sound when I get a message. Don't ask why [Wow,kish. I don't know what to say. I'm really confused and suprised. I'm a bit angry you didn't tell me earlier though.buh hey,we cool as friends now though,I guess. Shrugging emoji] Wow, way to go Kaisha. I read the message again and groan into my pillow. "Mum, I'm going to Stella's. Might spend the night over so don't stay up worrying about me okay. Love you bye" I stuff some of the potatoes she had made into my jacket, place a peck on her cheek before picking my coat from the rack and dashing off into the cold night in just my pyjamas, bunny slippers and coat. Yh, I really didn't think this through. Well not the first time I'm making and taking terrible decisions.