The whole time during the flight, I couldn't erase Jane from my mind. I hope I could turn back the plane and run back into her arms. Reminiscing about our joyful moments together made me tear up more so I tried to stop thinking about it for a while. I reached New Zealand already, but I didn't have anything prepared since it was very sudden. I just booked a hotel to stay at in the meantime. Thankfully, I still had a lot of money with me. Dad didn't take out even a cent from my bank account. After a few days of searching for a comfortable place, I found a village I could live in. I fit in the country well and gained a few friends. The people were so friendly in my village and it wasn’t hard to communicate with them. For the next few months, I tried to pursue my dream which was to become

