I’m not even allowed to contact Jane anymore, it feels like hell. I already miss her so much and I hope she’s just okay. I hope she doesn’t cry hard and blame herself, I don’t want her hurting without me by her side.
I didn't have the will to go to the club anymore, I'm banned there for sure after what happened. I didn't also want to get wasted being guilty to dad. Is he pretending not to know? I'm sure he'll be very furious once he finds out about it.
The next morning, dad drank coffee calmly in the dining area while my mom wasn't around.
What's up with him? Why is he so calm? I’m getting nervous.
After I finished my food, he talked to me.
"I booked you a flight for tomorrow," he said calmly.
"Dad?" My eyes widened.
"Live in New Zealand."
"D-Dad? For good?!" I panicked.
He nodded
