✔ Cry Little Sister

Chapter Eight

Leaving the bar, I was more than angry. He had no right to bring her here. Or to talk to me like that. Heading back up to my room, I realised, Beckett still had the key, Great. Passing the rooms, I realised, I was getting closer to hers. Every time I try to run away, My feet aways brings me back to her door. Why? Taking in a deep breath, I opened the door and walked in.

The sounds of My Chemical Romance was coming from the bathroom. She always played this song. It made her smile a lot... Not that I look at her or anything. Heading for the bathroom, I opened the door, I heard the shower going, Telling me she was still in there.

I turned off the music. It wasn't long before her hand reached out and grabbed a towel, Before stepping out the shower completely. I looked her up and down, She was practically naked, In front of me. But then she realised I was stood there. Ok, Adam, And.....Action.

'Humm...odd choice in songs. But it's kinda funny really. It's true though' I started walking over to her, She looked scared and started backing up to the wall. I pressed myself up against her, her small chest was softly pressed against my stomach. I could see the fear in her eyes. It hurt me sometimes to know how scared I make her, But, After everything I have done, Im not surprised. I lowered my head to her level.' You're not going to be okay' I told her in a nasty way. 'I promise'

She began to Physically shake in fear.

'But I suppose, If you be a good little girl and do what I ask, You might come out of this better than you would if your not. And that's a big might. Understand?' She nodded. I'm sorry, Didn't hear you!?!'

'Y-yes Adam'. She told me quickly. I smiled. I loved it when she said my name. I just wish she would say it with something other than fear and hate sometimes. Maybe happily? Maybe...In pleasure?

I grabbed her face, I didn't mean to do it rough, But I did, And turned her head to face me. Our faces were very closer now, So close, in fact, I felt her nose brush against mine. All I wanted to do right now, Was lean forward and kiss her. I gave in and did that the other night. She didn't, Wouldn't and never will kiss me back.

'Now you're going to do EVERYTHING I asked, Got it?' I snapped at her.

'Yes,' She told me in a quiet voice. I smiled.

'Good. Kiss me' She shot her head up to look at me, Shocked. If she thinks im only doing this because im an asshole and knows she doesn't want to, She's also thinking, I'd hurt her if she doesn't, She will.

'W-what?' I looked down at her, Forcing myself to look annoyed.

'If I have to say it twice, Im not going to be happy!!' She nodded and leaned forward, Pressing her lips to mine slightly. I couldn't control myself, Just knowing SHE was kissing ME, I grabbed her hair, Pushing her up against the wall so I could deepen the kiss. 'Put your arms around my neck!' I told her. She did.

As I continued to press my large body up against her small one, I made it more...To me, Loving. It was heated and deep. I knew I was starting to get an erection, By the way, her body froze up, I knew she knew I had one. Moving my hands down her body, I stopped and grabbed her hips, Pulling her to me more, I never wanted to let her go. I wanted to the this further so I ran my tongue across her lip, But she wouldn't open her mouth, I didn't want to force her, But I did anyway, Bitting down on her bottom one, She gasped and opened it quickly. I stuck my tongue in her mouth before she could close it again. I couldn't help moaning. I was beyond enjoying this. But then...She kissed me back.

I cupped her face and used my other hand to pull her to me, She made her grip tighter and pulled me down to her more. She was actually kissing me back. I decided to push it and slowly ran my hand up her leg under her towel. She didn't stop me...At first. I got to the top of her leg and started getting very VERY close, When she suddenly stopped me, Pulled my hand and pushing it away from her before hitting my chest, Making me move away as well. I moved back a little and looked at her, She was breathing hard, She HAD enjoyed that.

Looking at her, My insides were hurting. My heart was hurting, Everything was going so well. WHY DID SHE STOP ME!!!. I suddenly became angry. VERY angry. Grabbing the first thing I saw I threw it across the room, Followed close behind by more and more stuff. I totally zoned out, I was in my own little world, Until I turned around, Looking for something else to break, And saw her...Holding herself in a ball, Covering her ears and squeezing her eyes tightly closed. But then she looked up at me. Fear clear on her face.

I walked towards her, She sorta, Moved back into herself, Trying to stay away from me, Which made me angry again, I reached down for her and pulled her up, Slamming her back against the wall, Completly forgetting about the glass mirror, Which was now shattered and no doubt In her back. Her scream of pain was enough to tell me I had caused some damage. I have to get out of here, Moving closer to her, I smiled

'Don't trust Louis!' I told her in a harsh tone before pushing her back and leaving the room, Slamming all the doors shut behind me.

Giving her the warning about Louis had made two things happen. One, She will now be thinking about if what Louis is doing is a good thing or if he has a hidden plan. Which he does. And two, It had put my plan into action.

Heading down to my room, I saw Beckett and Lou at the door. They saw me and looked up.

'Where were you?!?' Beck yelled.

'Well, I realised you had the key, So I went of a walk, Is that ok mom?' He flipped me off, While Lou just laughed. He unlocked the door and we all headed in.

'Why are you smiling?' I turned to look at him.

'No reason' He just nodded and walked away.

It's weird, I should really thank Lou, Without him and Johnny going behind my back and taking her away, Bringing her here, I wouldn't have actually realised two things.....

The only reason why I was like that to her before, Was because I can't have her and the other... Because I am totally and completely in love with her...