✔ Cry Little Sister

Chapter Nine

I picked myself up off the floor and walked over to the sink. I know I won't be able to get it properly but I could at least SEE some of the damage Adam had caused to my body by throwing me into that glass mirror. It looked bad, But It felt worse. I sighed, I unwrapped the now-bloody towel from me and got back in the shower. The water stung me as it ran down my back, I heard the faint sounds of small pieces of glass hit the shower floor, Being washed away with the water. After I was sure it was at least a little bit cleaned up and sorted, I got back out, Grabbed a clean towel and made my way back to the bedroom.

Still shaking from what I had just seen. One minute I was terrified of him, The next we were making out, Then he freaked and smashed up the bathroom and then had the balls to tell me not to trust the only guy who's actually being nice to me. He can take a run and jump.

I grabbed some underwear, A black summer dress and knee-high chucks from my case and started getting dressed. Un-wrapping the towel from my body and letting it fall to the floor. I pulled my pants up and put my bra on. I felt weird. I was confused. Why did I kiss him back?

I turned and looked at myself in the mirror on the wall, Bringing my hand up, I ran my index finger across my still-sore bottom lip, Sending tingles down my spine. I actually missed the feeling of his perfect lips against mine. Like it was still happening, I remembered the feeling of his light touch as he brushed his hand up my leg, Running up the inside of my thigh, Getting closer and closer to my core.

I needed to snap out of this. It's not right. I sat down on my bed, Sighing. I looked over at the clock, Realising it was still pretty early and my friends would still be in school for the next 3 hours or so. I laid flat on my back, Carefully, And looked up. Was I really starting to feel for him?

No.

NO!!!

I can't. Not after everythings, he's done to me. After everything, he's made me do to him. After everything, he's taken from me. I couldn't possibly be falling for him.

I closed my eyes, Knowing Louis wasn't in the suite, I just laid on my bed, In my underwear for a moment. But having my eyes closed just took me back to the bathroom, Moments before Adam freaked out. His hands were back on my body, Touching me, Rubbing me, Making me happy. Without thinking, I ran my fingertips lightly down my stomach and back up again, Stopping above my underwear line and just under my bra cup. Adam's face filled my mind, But what I was thinking about was me and him, Back in my room at home, Alone.

He was on top of me, Inside me, Holding me. Telling me he loved me and me saying it back to him. My hand slowly ran back down my body. He was talking to me, Whispering things in my ear as we made love. I could feel myself getting a little turned on by my thoughts of him. This was new. I never thought about him like this. EVER!.

'Baby, Do it for me'

He was telling me.

I bit my bottom lip, Even though it was still sore, I didn't care. I continued to run my fingers down my stomach Until I got to the waistline on my pants. Pushing everything that was telling me I had took it to far already to the back of my mind, I ran my hand under the underwear band and down the front of them.

'That's it, baby, You know what to do'.

I didn't because I had never done this before, But oddly, I had an idea on what to do. It's not rocket science... I reached my hand forward, Letting it go further down into my underwear. I was right, Thinking about Adam like that had turned me on. A LOT. I could feel my folds all swollen, I ran my finger up and down before taking a deep breath and pushing in. I gasped

'You doing great baby, Just keep doing it'

I nodded to myself as if to answer him and continued to push inside. Bringing my other hand forward and pushing it into my underwear also, I started rubbing myself as My other hand continued. 'That's it, Faster' He was telling me, I nodded again and did what 'he' told me to do. 'Faster' I did.

My body was shuddering in pleasure. I just couldn't believe it was Adam I was thinking about. The speed I was going, I couldn't hold in my breath and pants any longer. My volume picked up and I got louder and louder.

'Adammmmmmmm' I started to moan out loud. 'Adam!, I needed youuuuu!!!' I was talking to his voice in my head, Pretending it was him doing this. Why, WHY DID I PUSH HIM AWAY BEFORE!?!

Suddenly My finger brushed against something inside of me, Causing a whole new wave of pleasure to wash over me, I called out for him, Wishing so, So much he was here.

'Mmmmm...Honey, I love it when you call for me'

I smiled to myself. Still panting like crazy. The warmness in my stomach was building, It was starting to feel better and better.

'Adam, I'm coming!' I yelled. In my mind, he smiled his dimpled smile and laughed sweetly at me.

'Then come babe'

That was all I needed to ''hear''. I went faster, But the thought of him making love to me wasn't enough to get me there. I started thinking of all the times I saw him on stage, Anything I could remember and then, I remembered the way he held me in the bathroom, His moans into our kiss, His hand on my leg and that was all I needed. I pushed myself over the edge and fell into a sea of bliss.

'ADAMMM!!!!!!' I screamed out of the pleasure blew-up inside of me. Making it last as long as possible before it started to fade.

I continued to lay on the bed, My breathing heavy, I opened my eyes and removed my hands from my underwear. I was physically drained. My arms hurt a little but I was so happy. I sat up slowly and looked around the room, Leaning forward, I grabbed the towel and cleaned myself up, Before getting dressed and putting my shoes on. I reached for my phone and noticed I had a message. It was from Sarah, Telling me she was looking forward to seeing me later. I smiled and stood up and walked to the bathroom to wash my hands and clean up the mess in there.

BECKETT'S P.O.V

'Oh f**k, I'll be right back, I left my phone in my room' Louis stood up and ran his fingers through his hair. 'Ohhhh but I can't be bothered. Adam, Go get it for me please!?!!!!' He wined. I rolled my eyes and laughed pointing to Adam. He stood up and sighed.

'Whatever man' And he left the room, Heading down to Louis'. He was gone only a few seconds when Louis jumped up. I looked at him, Eyebrow raised.

'I still have my key. Beckettttt???' He dragged my name out.

'f**k off dude, Im not your b***h slave, Do it yourself' He pouted.

'Come on man, Please, I'll do anything. Please, Im too tired to do anything now' I rolled my eyes and snatched the key out of his hand and headed for the door. 'Thanks, man' I turned and flipped him off before walking out and shutting the door. I saw Adam round the corner up ahead and ran to catch up with him.

'ADAM!!!' I yelled, But he didn't seem to hear me. 'AD!!!' He stopped, Just a few doors down from Lou's room and turned.

'What?!?' He yelled back. I stopped and doubled over, Resting my hands on my knee's and started breathing deeply, trying to catch my breath. Without looking up, I held the key up to him on my finger.

'For-forgot the...key' I told him, catching my breath and standing up straight. He smiled and walked back over to me. He passed me and patted me on the back.

'Cool, You can get his phone then' He told me and walked back to our room. I 'f**k you'ed him under my breath and continued to walk to Lou's room. Arriving at the door, I opened it and headed inside. Right, If I was Lou, Where would I put my phone. Hmmm?

As I was thinking, I suddenly saw it on the table, Smiling I walked over to it and picked it up, But just as I was heading back to the door, I heard Megan talking.

'Adammm' She moaned. What, Adam!?! What the f**k?!? I slowly and quietly walked over to the door of the room she was sleeping in and looked in. Shocked at what I saw. 'Adam, I needdd youuuuu!!!' She was talking to herself, Touching herself, Thinking of Adam?. Oh my god!.

'Adam, Im coming!' She yelled. My eyes were focused on her, My Jaw hanging open. I couldn't believe what I was seeing...Or hearing. She started panting deep and heavy. And then....

'ADAMMMMMMM!!!!!!' She screamed out. Wow, That's the first I've ever heard her c*m. I quickly pulled myself together and hurried out the door, closing it quietly behind me. What was that all about?

I ran back to my room and slammed the door, They both looked up and smiled. I threw Louis' phone at him and sat down. They just continued to stare.

'Dude, What took you so long?' Adam asked. I looked up at him and smiled.

'Man, You wouldn't believe me if I told you' He smiled and went back to watching the game on TV.