He dragged me into the bedroom and pulled me to my feet with a hand around my throat. It hurt and it was scary. I looked back and saw Lewis and Adam come in and close the door. I knew what was going to happen. They were going to rape me. ..and even though I knew how deeply Adam didn’t want to, he would. They would make him. ‘Even after I warned you, you STILL tried to f*****g run!?’ He snarled in my face. I was so far beyond caring at this point so I stayed quiet. What more could he do? ‘Answer me, b***h!’. ‘Go to hell’. My backchat shocked him. He wasn’t expecting it, you could tell by his reaction and facial expression that he wasn’t. I closed my eyes and tried to just let go. Let go of any emotion, Any feeling… and just be numb. My lack of response to his threating voice and

