5 Unexpected Turn
823 Words
Snow Pov:
the next morning i woke up feeling a lot better than the day before. But I woke up with a question. Who exactly is Trea? I don't know why but as i sitn in my bed and think about the afternoon before i come to realise that she looked very familiar but i just can't place her.
I know i need to get out of bed and get my day started. I get up and go to take a shower and think about what me and Ryder have talked about so far. Do i want to get married? Maybe. I dont really know. I wonder if Trea ever got married and what she thought about before she said yes.
Do I want to have kids? Thats something that I really need to think about. Sharing my body with another being is also a really big deal. I have to take care of my health and then I have to think about what all goes into raising a child.
Before I knew it I had completely used all the hot water while i stood in the shower thinking. I didnt even realize i had already washed and shaved without even paying any attention. I reached for the towl and started to think about what it would be like to have a child and to be married to Ryder.
I started thinking about what kind of dad he would be and what our children would look like. I wonder what his dad is like. I started wondering about what his siblings were like. I dried myself off and started brushing through my hair.
I started thinking about Trea again and what kind of woman she must have been and just how far her story went. Is she telling me her story so that someone could know her? Or is she telling me her story so that i could base my decisions off of it? I had so many questions i didnt even realize that i had gotten dressed.
I cant help it. My mind is all over the place and i dont even know her whole story. just the little she told me still has my mind running. It actually makes me want to know more. It makes me want to go meet her just so that i can listen to more of her life and know what kind of person she was before she became the person she is now.
I really dont know all that much about her but i get this craving feeling of wanting to know more. I dont even know how to explain it.
I look up at the clock and its only lunch time. I wonder if she is already there or if it will be the same as yesterday. I have never had so many questions before in my life. It is like i cant learn enough. I walk into the kitchen and see a note on the counter from Ryder.
"Hey Love, I wanted to let you know that im going to meet with my parents to have lunch and talk about having dinner with them Sunday and to let my brothers and my little sister know, i think that if your going to meet my family, you should be able to meet them all. I hope that you know that I love you and i will see you later. Love Ryder"
Wow. I never expected that. But Ryder has also never left me a note either.
A shine catches my eye and I looks up and thats when i notice the vase of roses on the kitchen table. I feel shocked. It is almost like the conversation from the porch has completely changed everything. My whole outlook and the way Ryder is acting. Its crazy.
Everything feels almost like it is falling into place, where as yesterday it felt like everything was falling apart.
I get everything out to make a grilled cheese. I cant help but think about what life would be like without Ryder. Dull and boring. Those are literally the first thoughts that come to mind. My life would be nothing like it is and i cant stand the thought of it.
To love someone is like a gift that you share and without that gift you have nothing and loneliness. Your being doesnt feel complete and you feel empty. To love fills up the cracks in your soul and can be the glue to your world.
I dont know why but now when i think about love thats what comes to mind. I wouldnt want it any other way. I wouldnt want him any other way.
Before I know it there are arms coming around my waist and i can feel Ryder's chest against my back as his mouth presses up against my ear as he tells me he loves me. I got lost again and didnt even realise it
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