AMBER Long after I had returned to my room, I couldn’t stop thinking about that moment in the kitchen with Jamie. Why did my body react like that? And what did he mean by Ethan was nothing compared to Zac? Was Ethan better off or worse? Goddess why didn’t that damned bottle stop before Toby or even Jamie. The guy was mysterious but at least reasonable. Unlike Zac and Ethan that seem to use brute force for everything. The thoughts continued roaming in my head and I feared I was going to lose my mind if I kept trying to figure out the Everdale boys on my own— especially those two. This was why I needed Stephanie by my side. If I was going to spend the entire year with the Everdale boys, she could as well save some money from her hostel allowance and come stay with me for free! Yes. S

