I take off my towel and get on my bed, to hot to put clothes on but also the fact that i'm worked up and very much needing a release of the build up of s****l frustration. It's been so long since i've been with anyone or needing to, but for some reason him being around make's me sexually frustrated.
I haven't been with a man since my ex, it was good but I need more then just good right now. I dont even own any toys due to not being that sexually active. My ex was my first and only man ive been with, but right now i'm frustrated and its all because of the man across from me.
I lay on the bed opening my legs, still feeling his breath and tongue on my neck. I can't believe he licked me, but it was so hot. Using my left hand to gently touch where his mouth was, then using my right hand to gently trace my inner thigh.
Slowly working my way up with his face in my mind, his eye's full of lust and possessiveness. Reaching my p***y lips feeling how soaked I am at this moment, my fingers covered in my juices gently sepparting my lips to allow my fingers access. A small moan leaving my lips as I flick my c**t thinking it's his soft tongue, the image of his face between my thighs right now makes me slowly rub my c**t.
More moans leave my lips as I go faster, rocking my hips slightly. I start to picture how big his c**k was through his shorts and how his t-shirt fit snug to his chest, showing off all his muscle's.
"God I want you, I want you so bad!" I scream out as I out two fingers into my pussy
I just thinking of him on top of me sucking my t**s as I play with my n*****s and fingering my self. I feel myself getting wetter and wetter, needing a release. I get an image of him holding his huge c**k thinking about me at the window, I want him to fill me up with his c*m and make me scream.
Needing something bigger then my fingers inside me, desperate for him. The smell of m juice filling the air making me more and more needy for him, i hope he hears me and my need for him. Feeling his eye's all over me, memorising every inch of me. Feeling his need for me through every touch on me, feeling him getting harder against my leg.
Feeling his teeth biting and scraping against my skin all over my body, nipping at my sides.
His touch is electrifying against my skin, making me want him more and more. I want him more, i want him on top of me and inside me. I want to feel every part of him, my p***y needs him and his touch.
I'm so close yet s far from climax, i need him here. I taking my two fingers further and further inside me whilst using my thumb to rb my c**t. Pinching my n*****s as i go faster and faster. Thinking about his big thick c**k going into my p***y, screaming for him to go faster and deeper.
I want him to fill me more then i've ever been filled before, I want to feel every inch as he destroys me. I feel it building up ready for a release as I keep getting wetter. My slick all over my fingers, starting to see stars as I orgasim allover ny fingers.
That was the best orgasim i've ever had, if it's any better actually being with him then I'm doomed. Laying there panting unable to move an inch, I can feel my c*m dripping down onto the bed. Great forgot to bring a towel with me to clean up after myself, I'm gonna hav to get up and my body is protesting against it.
I manage to get up after about 5 minutes and head to the bathroom and grab my towel from the hamper. As I begin to clean myself up I hear knocking on the door.
"Who the f**k is that" I say outloud feeling annoyed
I was happy and blissfull after my little self care, who ever is distrupting it can piss off. I decide to ignore the dor whoever it is can leave me alone, i'm finally relaxed after this weeks headach of events.
As I finish off cleaning up myself I hear the knocking again this time louder, I keep ignoring it. If it wasd important the staff have a key or they would ring me directly. I'm guessing it'll be someone else at the door, wait it wouldn't be Mr asshole? would it?.
*Bang Bang*
"I know your in there, stop ignoring me" jax say's from outside the front door
"Dam it!!" I say to myself whilst grabbing my robe from the bathroom door
Slowly walking towards the fron door, I hear him knocking again. I take very quite slow steps to see if it pisses him off even more then he already is.
"Alright I heard you, no need to break the door. It's never hurt you before" I say back as I open it with the chain still on.
"Now you answer, took your sweet time didn't you?" Jax says to me with a slight irriation in his voice
"It's 11pm your trying to break down my door and for what?" I say back to him with frustration in my voice
"Well you and whoevever else is in there with you was making so much noise I can't sleep. So keep it down!" Jax reply's with a slightly jealous tone in his voice
"One no one else is here, two close your window or put in some headhpones on" I say sarcastically
"Oh so some self love makes you that loud, good to know" Jax say's with relief written all over his face with a smug grin
"What I was doing is none of your buisness, close your window or shut up. Now please leave" I say annoyed at him
Can't believe I was just masterbating thining about him, he's so annoying. I want to punch his face so hard he see's stars for day's.
"Just keep it down or invite me over, either i'm there to make them sounds come out your mouth or not make them at all" Jax's says like its a final descion
"That will never happen, I will make whatever sound I want and I will do it as lound as I want" I say as i try slamming the door on him.
But the door stops and I see his hand stopping it, I glare at him hoping he will take the hint.
"well that is just rude princess, can't keep slamming the door on me. Didn't anyone teach you manners.
"They did but only to thoes that deserve them, not ignorant ass holes that think they can do and say what they like to people without consequences" I say back to him tying to shut the door
"You wont win here princess, i'm stronger then you" Jax says with his smug face
"Stop callingme princess, now remove your f*****g hand from my door!" I say frustrated more then usuall.
"Now now, what a potty mouth you have. I will not stop calling you what you are, If you say please I will consider removing my hand from your door. Or your can let me in and show me what is under that very very thin and slightly see through robe" Jax replys with a dark lust look in his eye's
"Not a chance, remove your hand for the door or I will for you" I say with a threating tone.
Even now him pissing me off is turnin me on, why is he so attractive. And I secretly love him calling me princess. It makes my stomach flip and give me butterflys. Why is he able to get under myskin, no one gets under my skin! It's a thick skin.
"Now now prinecss, play nice" Jax says with mischief
I just scowll at him making sure he knows he wont win this war with me, I'll never let him win this war.
"Play nice and i'll act nice, just let me in" He say's with a wink
"Not a chance, you will never be in my place EVER!!" I sayback to him
He smirks at me like he's winning, but he is not and he wont ever win this battle. We stay there staring at each other not saying a word or making a sound but saying eveyrthing we need too say with our eye's. We are like that for about five minutes, then I notice his posture change.
His back goes straight and stiff, his face going blank. I open my mouth to speak, but he stops m by putting a finger to his mouth. He smells the air adn all of a sudden the air goes dry, cold and has aweird rotting smell.
Then I hear what sounds like foot steps from the other side of my little cottage, I start to panic. Freezing in the same spot unablee to love or make a sound. I see the door from across slowly open not making a sound at the men slowly making their way out.
Jax looks at them and points to where the sound is coming from then looks at me. With his eye's I know he is telling me to slowly unchain the door. He remove's his hand so i can close i enough to undo the chain as quitely as I can.
As i do Jax slowly and quitely comes inside and closes the door behind us, he gently puts the chain back on and locks the door. Luckily all the doors are silent as well as the locks. Make's it easier so we dont disturbe any guests.
We slowly make our way to the lounge luckily all lightsare off and curtains closed, it's only my bedroom that had a lamp on and the curtain slightly open. Jax grabs some paper and a pen and writes down ' gt a glas of water, aact normal close your window and curtain. We will do into the mini safe room you have' I nod and do what he say's.
Once were in the little room / more like a cloest, i whisper to him.
"This room is fully sound proof we can hear out ther3e but no one can hear from inhere" I say wit nerves
"Thats good, are these the monitors to the CCTV?" He asks
"Yes they are, why?" I say feeling dumb for asking that
"Because I want to see if its a person or an animal" Jax replys trying to calm with with a soft tone.
I wonder if he can sense that im scared, it could be the same man from before. Why is this happening to me? Why is there always bad things that happen to me and around me? I really downt want anyone to get hurt espcially my friends, they mean the world to me and are they best people around.
"It's okay nothing wil happenwhile we are here okay? My boss the Lord has offered his services to protect you since the first attck happened they day we arrived" Jax say's trying to confort me
"Thank you, I really appriciat it. It's just scary to think that someone is trying to get to me" I say starting to shake
"No one is trying to get you and even if they was they wont as we wont allow it." Jax reply's
"We or you?" I say trying to stop shaking
"Clever very clever prinecess" Jas say's taking his eye's of the screen offering me a small smile
"Don't read into it, i'm just trying to take my mind of this. Do you see anything?" Yes just a silhouette moving around. The others are on it" Jax say's picking up his phone
"They have him, dont worry they are going to deal with it" He say's with pure relief on his face
"Thank you, I might be able to actually sleep tonight." I say back feeling less anxious
"If you want i'll sleep on the sofa tonight?" Jax offers
"No it's fine, plus I dont want to wake up with you staring at me or worse" I say with a stern look
He just laughs at me, im kinda joking but not fully. I wouldt mind him staying over but also I dont trust him or myself with him being so close to me. I can already feel my n*****s getting hard again and my p***y getting wet. I can smell his cologne and it smells delious, cinnemon is the strongest scent and its amazing.
"We should get out of here now" I say trying to clear my head
being around him makes it hard to resist him, I feel this pull towards him. Like an invisable string pulling us together.
"But it's so cosy in here" Jax replies with a playful tone
I roll my eye's at him and open teh door and step out, he follws behind. I feel his eye's on my ass, they could burn a whole in my if he keeps staring.
"My eye's are up here I say as I turrn around and I watch his eye's slowly trail up my body stopping abit longr then they should at my breast.
"Is it abit cold in here?" Jax say's with a mischievous grin as he looks into my eye's
"That will be all, you can leave now" I say pointing towards the direction of the door
He smiles a he heads o the door, taking his sweet time walking as slow as he could. So I gently usemy right hand and push his tiwards the door to make him go faster.
"All right i'm going" Jax laughs as he walks towards the door
He slowly turns as we reach the door and takes out a card and takesthe pen from earlier writing someting on the card.
"This is my number, if anythin else happens or you hear anything please message me or ring me okay" He say's as he hands me the card.
"Thanks, I'll keep it to hand" I say back
This side of him is strange normally he's arrogant but right now hes being comforting, if we could stay like it'll be amazing but I know he enjoys pushing my buttons to the max.
He's annoying but also reassuring to me, he opens the door and steps out. Giving me one last look before turning to leave. He looked conflicted to leave but did, I do miss his pressence around me. Strangley he doesntfeel warm but that doesnt bother me. Ive never been one that liked loads of heat.
I've always been a cooler temperature comepare to others, so him being cooler doesnt fase me, its strangly soothing. The door shuts and i quickly locked it to make sure that if anyone comes back they can't get back in.
I panic and check all the windows and doors making sure they are closed and locked and putting on the alarm for the first time ever. It comes with sensors and sends an alaert to everyone on te system. At least I have some very vigulant people just across from me.
I just dont understand why someone is trying to get into here and to me, why is someone trying to hurt me. I've never harmed anyone, I honestly can't think of anyone that would want to hurt me.
"Why does everything bad happen? Why can't I just be happy?" I say to myself
I just want a normal life, a life of not looking over my shoulder. Looking at the clock I caan already see that it's 12:30am, bestget to sleep and rest. I was having a goo night then this happens.
Grabbing a fresh glass of water heading to the bedroom, having a quick peek out the curtains and I can see that Jax is awake still his light is on and I can see him with one of the others. Then he suddenly stops and looks in my direction.
My breath hitches and I see him opening the curtain more so I'm able to see him better then he smiles and winks. I quickly close my curtain and get into bed. How did he know that I was there?.
With my mind racing with everything thats happened, I get comfy with his scent still around the room i'm able to drift off into a deep sleep. Smelling him calms me more then I would like to admit.