I sit down alone with my on thought in the Shower. I look down and then relaxed all of my body down and then let the cold water runs through my hairs down to my body... For some reason, my body just wanted this to happen. I don't have a clear reason other than my body took me here. I still have a few things to take care after this in the Forgery... And yet, I spend my time just sitting in the showers... I'm not really the type of person that goes to showers and think about my action... And yet, my body demanded something like this... And the one thing in my mind is probably the fact that the shred of humanity left in me told me to not do what I plan to do... Make me ready to let go... I'm ready to unload. I'm ready to do anything in my power to let go... "This Shred of Humanity left w

