Neverending Abyss

Chapter 1 : Lady's Tea Party

Not even in my entire life did I imagine what would it be after I die, since everyone keeps telling me that I'd recover anyway.

But as my mind grew older, I wonder what it would be, is it also darkness? Will be finally happy? I won't feel any pain right? And just sleep eternally?

Those were my thoughts back then not until this floating messages pop in front of me.

[ You have been distinguish by your own world. ] It says.

Yes, that's right. I died but where am I—

The vicinity went from dim light to excessive light that blinded my eyes, and the moment I open my eyes again....

I of all people....

"Senorita! Where have you been?!"

"Huh?"

"Senorita, I told you that it's dangerous to wander outside every night!!"

... I became a noble lady.

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I was confused and barely coping up on what situation I am in, and after some days of thingking, I concluded that I've reincarnated inside of the novel that I use to read.

For some who doesn't understand let me comprehend it for you.

Belle which is me is a avid reader of different books, that also includes different genres and in those genres, reincarnation is not new, characters living inside a book after dying, which is what is exactly happening to me.

It seems like I was reincarnated inside of the novel I've use to read. After some confirmation, I cease that I am now living in the very novel that I lastly read before I die.

The 'Mors Penuria' a novel with a length of 2000+ chapters, unfortunately I didn't have the chance to read it's epilogue because of what happened.

But why should I care for something that is already in the past?

I am now a healthy, beautiful and elegant lady of a mansion. My body is small but everything seems fine, I can move my legs my arms and I could even run and slide if I want to, this is really fun...

This is a life that I couldn't have before...

A free life.... A big mansion... Kind servants... And also...

"1 Million Mora?!" one of my servant ask in the most disbelief face.

"Why? That's not enough?" I ask while closing my book.

"Senorita, this is too much I can't accept this!"

"If it's too much you can donate it." I suggested.

Luck must be really in my side in this life, my current body is not just delicate and pretty Im also freaking rich, I can still remember when I check my bank account status by the help of the butler.

Gosh, I can't even remember how many zeros was there.

It seems like Im living in luxurious in this life.

The thing Im also happy too is that the 'me' in this life which is Aurea Coeli never, and never existed in the novel even once, that means Im just a nobody in this life and doesn't need to comply anything to survive.

In previous novels I've read, characters that reincarnated in the book that they read always try to interfere with the plot of the story, making their life hard.

Well I'm not dumb as those characters, I decided to live peacefully with this money I have and do things I've never done before.

Living my life to the fullest...

"The people of Kranis was really thankful for the donation, senorita." a servant name Lily stated.

Of all servants that are so kind to me, Lily is the only one who I can talk comfortably too, she's not too old like the others made, and maybe we have the same likes.

"Is that so? Im glad to hear that." She stated.

Lily nodded her head and awkwardly sat across the sit where Aurea was sitting, after the Senorita ask to join her.

"Would you like to announce your name as the sender senorita? Everyone would really start liking you." Lily added.

I sighed and look at the blue and clear sky for a moment, it's a great weather again today, and it would be also great if people in this area would start liking me, getting along with everybody, I haven't done that before...

"No, helping them is enough, I don't need them to recognize me." she stated and smile at Lily.

Lily's cheeks somehow felt warm seeing the lovely smile of her senora.

"Now that I think about it Senorita... ”

"Hmm, what is it?”

“Senorita was living here in Kranis for almost 3 years, and never had invited nor goes out to have fun with other senoras."

What Lily said made her pause.

Is that possible? A lady like her never interacted with anyone? When she's this beautiful and this rich? It's impossible no one try to approach her right?

She awkwardly laugh at what Lily said, "It seems like, I lack of social interaction, that must be the reason Im not this famous an—"_cannot have any husband_ is what she wanted to say but Lily cut her off.

“No! Senorita is so famous especially here, and you don't lack any social interaction, maybe it's because everyone was shy to approach you first because of how elegant are you..."

_Nah, even in my first life I also lack of social interaction, so don't try to hard to lift up the mood Lily._

"I see, they shouldn't be..." she sighed as hopelessness field her eyes.

"Why not have a tea party this weekend senorita?! ” she lifted her head when Lily said that.

"Tea party? "

Ofc, Im familiar of that since I read that in multiple books, but she doesn't know how to prepare that nor the procedure she should do.

"Yes! That's is a famous activity among lady's around this day, If the senora worry for the preparation then don't worry cause I will handle it for you!” Lily stated in a lively voice while rolling up her sleeve as if she's going to do everything.

In the modern world this must be the 'coffe date' that Lisa use to talk, but what Lisa said before is she's with her boyfriend, but this time I would be another noble lady.

Somehow I feel nervous.

Lily clasps my hands together and look at me with my eyes.

"Worry less senorita, Im sure everyone will love you!" she's so determine about this.

I smile at her. “Thank you, Lily. ”

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Dress in a elegant royal blue dress that shows off my neckline, different jewelries were clung into my body that shows off how rich I am, and I was even perfume by the most famous perfume circulating around. That is how well prepared I am, yet...

"Senorita, you're breaking some sweats already, is the dress not to your liking?" Lily full of concern, ask me.

Ofc, it's not because of the dress, but because of how many ladies are there. As far as I know it was normally 10 to 15 ladies should gather in a tea party, but why the hell there are 20 ladies, or more?

Lily calm my shaking shoulders and carefully pushes me towards the guest.

"Calm down senorita, this only indicates how famous the senorita is that a lot of lady come to her tea party." Lily stated.

"B-but Lily I can—"

"Oh my! Senorita Aurea, Im so glad to be invited, we really thought that we couldn't step in, inside the humble mansion of yours." A woman who is clearly older than me step in with a wide smile, other ladies are also beside her.

"She's Baroness Lithia, the one I told you." Lily whisper to me.

I force the sweetest smile I could gave before replying.

"I am so downhearted that I couldn't held such event earlier than before, I hope my behavior didn't offend you ladies." she explicate.

"Why would we? We're sure that the Senora is still adjusting to this place since you just arrived years ago, and maybe not use of being a lady of such mansion.” another lady talk that made me more nervous.

"That's right, at least you already held one right? Senora?"

She nodded as agreement of what they've said.

They all seated in a long and big table along with other ladies who came, the table was indeed decorated with luxurious stuff from the plates to golden spoons and forks, and some delicious food presented in the middle.

Aurea did her best to join the topic that the ladies been talking, it seems like they're talking about the trend nowadays.

"Marianne's boutique is the famous dress maker nowadays right? I wish I could have one dress from her boutique." Lady Valencia stated while touching her cheeks as if she really longs to have a dress from that boutique.

"They say that it will took a year before you can have your own reservation there..."

A year? That seems too long, if I were to have a dress there, then it will took a year before I can wear it, what if these ladies will look down on me because I don't wear any of those dresses from that boutique?

"But Marchioness Vanessa, I knew that she brought a dress from there last month, right?"

Everyone move their head to the direction were a beautiful lady was silently sitting, even I was mesmerize by her beauty, her red hair suit her pale skin the most.

"Lady Vanessa? We didn't know about that!"

This lady already brought a dress from that boutique? Well she must be special enough to purchase one right? I mean she looks appealing and famous in high society.

" My, my, ladies... even the dress I'm wearing today also came from that boutique." Marchioness Vanessa stated with a smug face in her face.

The ladies mouth open "oh" as they heard what they say.

Lady Vanessa must be really famous, I envy her.

"Oh, Senorita Aurea came from other nation right? She must be lacking of knowledge of this nation have, no?”