Today is the last day and against my hope, he hasn't found anyone yet. He is leaving right now to look for his little one last time. He looks so shattered and sad that I want to tell him if my plan. He has to know that he can always have a fallback. That I am always there. Sure, he cannot think that I will let them take him away from us just like that? Just to be sure, I will tell him. He is quiet, too quiet. He spent the entire day so far with Carol like it's all the time he is ever going to get with her. It's not. He is worried. I can see that. Just as I am about to take his name, he gets up and storms off. I sigh. I will tell him the moment he is back. I can hear him take his car off our driveway. I immediately go and sit by the door. I don't think I am going to move until he is back

