broke my heart

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I don't know when tears find my way to my eyes and I let them. I can't believe my mates would accuse me of something like that. I thought we had something special, that we could trust each other but I was wrong. They did not hesitate to shove their mistrust into my face. It broke my heart. I could accept anybody doubting me but not them. If felt awfully painful. My chest constricted painfully as I made my way to the pack house. I wonder if my parents were still alive, would they believe me if I say I have nothing to do with the murder of all those people? Thinking about them made my tears roll even faster. Would they have accepted who I have become? Would they have kicked me away because I am different from humans or perhaps they knew all along. " Don't cry. Tears are a sign of weakness. You can't let anybody see you weak!" I mentally scolded myself, getting angry at the fact that I was crying thanks to those two fuckers. " I guess this is what happens when you fall for the wrong person." A voice says in my mind and I recognize it to be my Wolf's. " You are their mate. I didn't fall in love with them." I retorted. Thanks to this stupid mating bond I landed myself Into this predicament. " Are you blaming me?" She asks and I roll my eyes. " Should I blame myself then!" I bite back and I feel her whimper before retreating at the back of my mind. I know that I am harsh on her but I honestly don't care at this point. I head back straight to my room before chunking my clothes in a duffel bag. There is no way I am staying here,with people who are suspicious of me. Might as well return to my normal life before meeting them. Grabbing my car keys and thanking the heavens that I asked Mason to arrange for it to be brought here,I raced downstairs. " Where are you going in such a hurry?" Tamia asks, making me jump in fright and almost trip. " f**k you! You scared the s**t out of me!" I cursed and she looked away guilty. " It's none of your business where I am going and don't you dare tell your Alpha that I am gone." I spat at her before walking away. I would have chosen to shift and run but I don't want to get dirty, knowing that I will be going to the city. I spotted my baby immediately as I walked to the parking lot. Unlocking the door, I got in and strapped my seat belt. Checking for gas, I figured out that I will have to refill it in the next gas station. Reversing my baby, the Bonet hits Mason's car from behind. " Bad luck!" I mutter before picking the road and speeding away. I drive aimlessly without knowing the direction I am headed to but one thing is for sure, the road will lead me to the nearby town. After four hours of driving,I felt this sudden rush of fear hit me. My heart started pounding in my chest. I clutched on it tightly, breathing in and out to dispel the anxiety. I looked around frantically before pulling over, deciding to stretch my back and breathe some fresh air. A nagging feeling of being watched overtook my senses, sending goosebumps through every nerve of my body. Something was wrong somewhere, there was no doubt about it. I observed my surroundings but nothing out of place could be spotted, only paddocks and trees, not even a single sign of humanity. I pushed my fear aside, realising that it should be my mates'. A feeling of dread I could not shake off kept me on edge. I hopped back to my car before I decided to continue with my journey. The night is fast approaching and I needed someone to find shelter for the night to pass. When darkness clouded the sky, the feeling only intensified but this time, something else accompanied the fear. I was forced to halt when searing hot pain burned through my body. " Bloody hell!" I cursed. It was the heat again. How convenient for it to hit me when I am in the middle of nowhere and without those bastards by my side. From what I heard, the heat will be quenched by having s*x with a male. Wave after wave of searing pain washed over me, forcing me to curl myself into a ball. This pain was incomparable to a bullet shot. It consumed every muscle and nerve of my body. I racked through my dashboard, seeking for anything to lessen the pain which increased in magnitude with each passing moment. Finding a dose of Panadol, I threw them into my mouth only to realise I didn't have any water with me. Gritting my teeth, I chewed them, using my saliva to push them down my throat. The thing was bitter, more bitter than aloe vera. I stepped out of the car, the cold night breeze which would have chilled me to my bones doing nothing to cool off my body. I clutched my chest, the earlier feeling of dread and fear washing over me but this time, it was intense. Then I heard all the familiar voices. The sound of howls took over the quiet night. I did not need a seer to tell me what those were. I quickly climbed back in my car, ducking at the back passanger seat before locking the windows. I might be a police officer but these were no ordinary humans. A pack of wolves is something I can't deal with,not even with years of training as a werewolf, not to mention that I don't know how to fight in my Wolf form. I cursed my luck. How do I deal with wolves when my body can't even function thanks to the stupid heat scorching me? Then I saw them, red eyes in the forest. There were many, probably twenty if not more. I saw them move near, my window getting smashed the next second making me scream as I shielded my face from the shards.
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