I N C E S T I O N

CONFUSED AND DISGUSTED, A reality of my life that everyday i had to conceal and refused to accept about myself. I am Eunice, 30 years old, Married with 2 kids. I've been together with Eric for almost 15 years Since where in highschool until now. Eric is a responsible father to our kids and a Caring husband for me. We're a typical and simple family but in every Family chaos and destructions occured and Loyalty is tested. It all begun from my curiosity and a really bad Decisions and judgements of mine. In my teenage days i always felt weird about Myself having attractions with the same gender. I get infantuated and amazed in othe girls, most of them are my childhood friends, classmates and close friends. Sometimes i fantasize myself being intimate with them. I never told anyone this secrets of mine and tried to hide it for a long time. As time goes by now that i am married and build a family for myself, suddenly my teenage fantasy resurface and started having again this forbidden imagination about myself together with a girl. It only get more confusing and weirder when i got this feeling on my own younger sister. My sister Clara is a 19 year old, college student. she's part of l***q community and identify herself as Bi-s****l. The situation im in really got me confused and questioning myself, my reality, my life and who i am really deep inside. First i am denial about me being attracted on women. Second having thoughts and desire on my younger sister. I don't know what to think or feel anymore specially to my husband Eric that didn't know and clueless about me being like this. I know that this will bring a lot of damage not just on me but also to my family. This will change everything and breaks the heart and trust of people around me and cared for me.