How To Be A Bad Girl

Dear Diary, you don't know who I am but I know what I'm using you for. Don't be offended by the word "using" please! Because,right know, you're my only friend.  My name is Olivia, but I guess a lot of "Olivia's" write in one of your kind, so I'll be more specific. I'm Olivia Elizabetta Schuman Matolli Werneck. Big name huh?! But that's not the only thing about me, so before I write all my thoughts on you, I'll tell some information about myself.   My father is a very successful businessman, his name is George. He's always traveling because of his business, and wherever he goes, I go too. But even thought we travel a lot, I don't even get to put a foot outside the house we stay. My father is like, this overprotective parent, since my mom died, he ISN't the same.  I think he is afraid of losing me, like he always says. But to be honest, I want freedom!! Since I was 4, my life resumes in traveling with him, studying at home with tutors and the only time I get to actually get out of the house, my father is always by my side monitoring my every move. It's almost hard to breath. I don't have any friends, the only friends I have is my books and now you my dear Diary. I feel like a modern version of Rapunzel, without the super long hair(and the chameleon, but it's only in the recent movie anyways).   But just like Rapunzel, I want to meet the outside world by myself. I will wander the streets alone, go to wherever I want and meet new people, possibly even make friends. And for once, not worry about what my father will think. I just wonder what everything looks like.  Not that I'm completely clueless to everything but having a father that scares everyone with his power don't really help in making friends(except if you bribe people to act like your friends). The fact is: Going outside by myself is the only way I have to really know what happens in the world. Things like: What a teenager girl like me does? What they like to do outside school? What age they usually get a boyfriend? What's the taste of a hamburger? What a school prom looks like? How to kiss a boy? How it'll taste like? How to ride a bike??   OK, these are ridiculous questions, I know. You might be thinking I'm a totally foolish, naive and inexperienced girl and to tell the truth you're right.  I don't even know the taste of a Burger for God's sake!! My father always tells me that a Burger is an unhealthy and "poisonous" food and that I never should eat them. He only let's me eat extra healthy food. And the other things I asked?? Well, I read books and watch movies about what a teenage girl does, but like I said: I want to live the experience myself.   Now, since I already told you about who I am, my lifestyle and desires, I'll tell you a secret. Tomorrow is the day.  Tomorrow is the day I'll finally go outside by myself. Every things is settled, tomorrow my dad will go to a business meeting and won't take me with him. So, while he is outside, I'll have time to turn off the alarm system of the house(including cameras) and fool the housekeeper into thinking I'll just go to the garden to breath some fresh air and read a book. Then, while I'm out of the house, she'll think I'm just in the garden reading a book. Not that she cares anyways, she knows I like to read in the garden and that I use to spend hours and hours doing it.    Now I have to go Diary, tomorrow night I'll tell you everything that I experienced. I'll carry you with me though, but since you can't know things without someone writing them on you...   Good night dear Diary.